He shakes his head and then dips down to kiss me. “I’m gonna make love to you, Jude. Our first time is gonna be gentle. And then, if you like it, and only if, then I’ll fuck you. Hard and rough. I’ll make you scream.”
My dick jumps at that but true to his word he takes his time with me. The sex is slow and careful, bringing me to an orgasm that makes my entire body quake and flutter until I’m floating above my body. I’m only brought back down to earth when he gasps and fills me with his release.
And then when the orgasms fade away, we kiss and hold each other until he finally slips out of me, his mess dripping onto the bed.
“That was so fucking hot, so fucking perfect,” he says as he pulls me against him. I rest my head on his chest, my leg thrown over him. We’ll clean up our mess later. Right now I just want to be held.
“Was it good for you?” he asks, and I nod.
“It was more than I ever thought.”
“Want to do it again sometime?” he asks, and I nod again.
“Yeah, I’d do anything with you, Alec. Anything at all.”
He presses a kiss to the top of my head and sighs. “I do love you, you know? I love you, Jude Martin.”
My eyes flutter closed, and I hold on to him tighter. “I love you too.”
We might not have role-played the nerd-jock thing to its entirety that first night, but we sure as hell managed to do it later that month.
I’m currently straddling Alec’s thighs, his dick up me so far that I’m choking on it.
“Say it. Tell me what you are, Jude. Say it.”
I’m bouncing on his dick, my body covered in a fine sheen of sweat, my legs on fire from the workout he’s giving me, but I wouldn’t change it for the world. I love his dick inside of me. Love the feeling of connecting with him this way.
Love that he’s the man for me.
“Gay. I’m so fucking gay,” I cry out as my fingers claw at his skin. His legs bend behind me and he slams up against me, making me nearly scream. I’m flushed and so close to combusting that my balls hurt.
“Yes, yes, you are,” Alec says and then sits up, forcing his cock even deeper into me as his lips slam into mine. The angle, the feel of his body against mine makes my cock explode untouched. It splashes between us as he continues to fuck me, and I shudder through the release.
His teeth sink into my shoulder as he arches his hips up and comes with a cry, his fingers digging almost painfully into my back, but I just sigh into it. Loving how satiated I feel. I was worried at first that I’d be a terrible bottom, but it seems I’ve taken to it quite nicely.
“God, that was good,” he says as he presses a kiss to my lips.
“Always so good,” I reply.
He smiles at me, and I slip off of him, rolling onto my back as I try to catch my breath. My legs burn and my ass is a little sore, but I don’t mind it. Don’t mind it at all.
Suddenly, my phone buzzes and I pick it up, seeing a message from my sister.
“Oh, fuck me,” I mutter and then stare at the ceiling.
“What is it?” Alec asks, and I sigh.
“Hayden. She wants me to come to dinner. I think the kids have been missing me.”
“Yeah, you’ve been very busy…fucking me.”
I roll my eyes and then peer over at him.
“You should go,” Alec says, kissing the side of my neck, his hand smearing the mess on my stomach around with his finger. He’s a kinky fucker, but I adore him. Love him so damn much.
I’m glad that things didn’t end between us. I’m glad we fought to keep this. To keep us.
“I don’t want to go without you,” I say and Alec leans up, his eyes meeting mine.