“That was good,” I say against his lips, giggling at the absurdity of this moment.

“Yeah. Now what mirror should we get?” He grins in that cocky way and I laugh.

He gives me a hand, getting off the stand, and I do up my bra.

Evan rolls up my panties. “I like knowing that my cum is inside of you, Mara.”

The realization hits us both at the same time. I bark out a laugh and cover my mouth.

He stands there frozen, beautiful in this mirror room, his face drained of colour.

“Shit, I forgot the condom.”

My tummy forms a knot and I’m not sure why. I’m on birth control.

Is it because we didn’t talk about it beforehand? I don’t know.

Or is it because I’m suddenly remembering he has a casual play partner?

”I haven’t been with anyone other than you since the night I met you,” Evan says.

“I’m still on birth control.”

“Okay,” he kisses my forehead. “Is there anything you need from me to feel better about this, or is this just a shitty thing that happened?”

I laugh. “I’m fine. It’s fine. We’re adults.”

Also? I liked how his ungloved penis felt inside of me.

Evan gets his pants and suit jacket back on, somehow looking as put together as he did walking into this room, when I feel hot and frumpy.

“I haven’t seen Char in almost a year. I think she’s gotten serious with someone.” His voice is wistful. I reach up to brush a piece of hair off his brow. “Did you want something more with her?”

“No, she was my rock after Hannah and our arrangement’s been casual from the start. It’s not that.”

“What is it then?” I swallow, wondering if he regrets this, if this is all going too fast and too heavy for both of us.

“I want to fill you with my cum again and again. I want you Mara, even though I just had you.”

A shuffling noise makes me jump, reaching out for his arm.

“You better buy the mirror,” the words squeak out past the lump in my throat.

Evan laughs, wraps his arm around my waist, striding to the door, he opens it to find Rita standing there, with a frown on her face.

“Hi Rita, so I’m going to take that large mirror with the silver frame. Can you deliver it today?”

“Today? Of course Mr. Brennon .”

Evan strolls out of the room, holding my hand as if we didn’t just have the hottest sex ever on a midday afternoon.

There are other people in the store and as Evan takes care of the payment, I break away and stare at the mushroom shaped lamp.

“Are you sure you don’t want it?” Evan’s mouth quirks.

“I don’t need a hideous lamp to remember this by.” I’m blushing as I say the words.

“Good, let’s go see your new workspace, princess.”