These are keys for your new Jeep for when we go exploring together again.
These are sexy shoes for when I show you off on Rodeo Drive.
This is a gift card to the uber exclusive La Creme spa for when we make love so much together you want to ease your sore muscles with a good massage and pampering.
This is your new luggage for when I want to take you around the world on an hour notice. Inside you will find clothes for the trip.
I had opened each and every one of them but left them alone. I’m not going to lie, the surfboard looked pretty cool. But it was all beginning to be too much. Smothering, overwhelming. Well, maybe it’s because I found out about Charolette. I couldn’t tell.
Would this be smothering had I not known of the Google news?I couldn’t tell. I couldn’t tell at all.
Yes, I could. It bothered me a great deal. All of it.
And I couldn’t fight the sickening feeling of wondering if I was fucking it all up.