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“It’s okay,” I tell her. “I’ve been walking around with a dick so hard it might require painkillers, but I can wait. You’ll be mine soon enough. And I plan on savoring every bit of you as the only man to ever enjoy your beautiful body.”

She nods, her eyes downcast. She still looks so bummed and I wish I knew why.

“Come on,” I tell her, encouraging her to stand. “You can use the bathroom down the hall to clean up.”

I smile to myself. What a great breakfast.

CHAPTER 11 —IN TOO DEEP

Gaia

I can’t believe Carmine and I…No, there isn’t any “Carmine and I.” He belongs to Arianna. I have to remember that. In truth, whenever he enters a room, I lose my ability to think. Why won’t he just set a date? My heart is starting to ache too much from being around him.

When I return from breakfast and rush to my room, Arianna is hot on my heel. I’m clearly out of it and, being my twin, she can’t immediately sense something happened.

She smirks. “Have you gotten Loverboy to set a wedding date yet?”

I don’t respond; I sit at my vanity and put on some powder to try to cover how flushed my face still is. Thankfully, Mother or Father aren’t at home, so Arianna is the only one who saw me like this.

She scrutinizes me for a moment. “Wait. Why do you look like that? Did somebody do something to you?”

I’m too guilty about everything and I need to tell someone, so I confess, “Carmine kissed me.”

She shrugs. “That’s nothing. I figured he would at some point.”

I shake my head. “He kissed me…down there.”

She laughs. “God you’re so innocent. So he ate your pussy? I’ve had plenty of guys do that to me. Of course, they just wanted to jerk off to it and as soon as they came, they stopped going down on me.” She crosses her arms, gazing out the window. “Was he at least good?”

“Arianna!” I screech.

“What? He is thirty-two. He thinks you’ll be his wife. The more you’re around a man, the closer he will move to your pussy. Carmine isn’t any different. You’re forgetting that he’s still a greedy, evil man.”

I want to tell her he isn’t evil, but she won’t believe me. I start brushing my hair anxiously, staring at my reflection. I definitely look like a woman who just got fucked. I don’t like it. “He’s getting too close to me when you’re the one he’s going to marry.” Turning to Arianna, I suggest, “Maybe you should take over now. He’s already hooked so you finish courting him.” My heart aches from thinking I won’t see him again, but it’s time to end this swap business.

Arianna laughs uncontrollably for a few seconds and then says, “Everything was going well, then he ate your pussy and now you’re ready to flee the country?”

He didn’t just eat my pussy. Worshiped. Carmine worshiped my vagina.

“You never listen,” I say as she falls on the bed and starts rolling with laughter.

“Seriously, Gaia, don’t tell me Jr. Gaudino was your first kiss.”

I shake my head. He was my first kiss, but I’m not going to admit that to Arianna because she already makes fun of me for everything.

I set my brush down. “The point is, Carmine will want more, something I won’t be willing to give. I won’t embarrass Father by failing to save my virginity for my actual future husband. You’re marrying Carmine, not me.”

“Blah, blah, blah,” Arianna retorts.

I roll my eyes. This is a waste of a conversation because Arianna isn’t listening. I hate it because she’s the only one I can talk to about this. Maybe Mother would listen, but where would I even start? I certainly couldn’t tell her that Carmine ate me out, because she would only tell Father.

Arianna sits on the edge of the bed, trying to look more serious. “If you want him to set a date, then you’ll need to fuck him. Do that and Jr. Gaudino will sprint to the altar.”.

“That’s your advice? I don’t want that! And…I can’t do this anymore. I don’t like lying.”

Arianna walks to me and starts braiding my hair. She looks tense but she gives me a fake smile. “Sister, you can do this. It’s to save our family, remember? Do you think he’ll want to make peace if we swap now and I fuck it all up? It has to be you. Just stick with it until the wedding.”

Great, so my only option is to continue deceiving Carmine? I can’t even face him. And I’m supposed to grab dinner with him tonight. Is he going to want to eat my pussy again? I’m not ready for round two so soon.

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