Page 101 of Truth

“Relax. Deep breaths.” In addition to his erection, something cold touched the side of my hip. Then there were vibrations. “Do you remember this, Brianna?”

Opening my eyes, I looked back to where his hand was on my hip. The silver vibrator he called a bullet was encased in some sort of plastic or rubber and attached to his index finger.

Stephan didn’t wait for me to respond to his question before he slowly dragged the bullet up my stomach to my breasts. He circled each one in turn. First the outsides and then my nipples, staying long enough to make sure they were hard and aching for more.

As he continued to use the vibrator on my breasts, he slid his other hand between my legs and moved his fingers up and down my folds. Every time the vibrations came close to my clit, he retreated. The teasing was beginning to drive me insane. I wanted him inside me.

“Patience. I’ll take you when I’m good and ready, and not before.”

He lowered the bullet down my torso, circling my belly button before gliding it between my legs. I tensed, preparing myself, but instead of going where I wanted it to go, he began outlining the creases of my legs. I closed my eyes again and fisted the sheets.

Just when I thought I couldn’t take any more, the bullet found its target. I jumped as he pressed the vibrator directly against my clit.

“Is that what you were wanting, pet? Hmm. I like seeing you on edge, waiting for it.”

The vibrations increased. My orgasm was building. It was right there. I just needed a little more, and his permission, and I could... I could...

Suddenly, the vibrations were gone, and I felt his length against my backside. I couldn’t help the whimper that escaped me. I was nervous. What if I didn’t like this? What if... what if it was horrible, and I hated it, and then it made me hate sex like I did before?

He ran his hand along my back, soothing me. “Calm. It’s only me, and I’m not going to hurt you. Shh.”

His voice and his motions helped to release the tension in my muscles. I loved him. I trusted him. I could do this. I could give him this.

Without my saying a word, he seemed to know I was ready. He placed one hand on my hip, and then I felt his penis. He was right there...

As he eased inside, I realized it didn’t feel that much different. It wasn’t exactly the same, but it was still him. I still felt stretched and full and... right.

He began to move in and out. It was then I realized the difference. He was... deeper than he normally was. It wasn’t bad, just more.

Then the vibrations started again. First at my hip and then between my legs. After that, thought left me as he circled my clit with the bullet and thrust harder. With every inward motion, I inched closer to my climax until it was right there. I just needed... I needed...

Stephan pressed the vibrator firmly against my clit and at the same time grabbed a fistful of my hair. “Come for me.”

I was on the verge of my orgasm, and then I felt this... I didn’t know what it was, exactly. It began just as all my other orgasms had, but then I saw white and my arms gave out.

When I became aware of my surroundings again, Stephan lay holding me, cradling me against his chest. “Feeling better?”

“I think so.”

He chuckled.

“What happened?”

Stephan pulled the sheet I hadn’t noticed tighter around us. “You had a really intense orgasm. You may also have gone slightly into subspace. If that’s the case, we’re going to have to be extra careful the first time we play with more intense toys.”

I shivered.

“Are you cold?”

I shook my head.

He was quiet for a long time. “I scared you with the mention of intense toys, didn’t I?”

Since I didn’t want to lie, I nodded.

Stephan kissed the top of my head and caressed my arm with his free hand. The other was resting against my hip, holding me to him. “Don’t be. We’ll go slow and talk about everything like we always do.”

I couldn’t shake my nerves completely, but I also knew he was right. We always talked about things. On some level, I knew that if there was something I hated, he wouldn’t force me to endure it. He wasn’t like that.

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