I can’t wait to see you. Not just your dick, though that’s a bonus
 
 Rock
 
 Fuck, baby. You’re distractin’ me
 
 Me
 
 I am. So you’ll hurry up and get over here. I’ve got no panties on…
 
 Rock
 
 Holy fuck, Trouble
 
 Me
 
 Also… you’re not sleeping with anyone else, right?
 
 I waited so long for that reply that I got worried.
 
 Rock
 
 Why would you ask that?
 
 Me
 
 I want to know
 
 Rock
 
 I thought we weren’t exclusive?
 
 A sharp pain stabbed in my chest when I read it over and over again.
 
 Me
 
 I know, but you said I was yours while I’m here… does that work both ways?
 
 I don’t know what I would do if he was sleeping with another girl. We had sex without a damn condom!
 
 Rock
 
 There’s nobody else
 
 Relief flooded through me.
 
 Me
 
 Tara came to visit. You can meet her when you get here x
 
 And that’s the last I heard from him. That was hours ago. He never replied, but I assume he got busy doing whatever secret business the men are up to.
 
 In fact, most of the guys are gone. There's only a handful here, and I start to worry when it gets to ten p.m. and I still haven’t heard from him.
 
 In the meantime, we join in. Or rather, I join in. Tara goes through the motions of meeting everyone, but she glances around like she may catch a disease if she touches anything.
 
 This bar isn’t seedy. It’s actually nicer than most bars and clubs I’ve ever been in.
 
 I don’t care. I’m having fun tonight.