AOIFE
I had problems.
Many of them.
My biggest, aside from impending motherhood and my boyfriend’s drug dependency, was my inability to back the hell down from a fight.
Many would label my ability to love unwaveringly a positive personality trait, but when it led me back to the lion’s den, I knew it was a reckless fucking habit. Still, I parked my car outside the shitty, graffiti-ridden house and climbed out, poised for battle.
Gripping my car keys in one fist for protection, I stalked up to the house and hammered on the door with the other. When the door opened inward and Shane’s grotesque fucking face greeted me, I felt the fire of a thousand volcanoes build up inside of me.
“Back for round two?”
“Before you start, I know he’s been here with you. So, I want his phone, his wallet, and everything else you stole from him,” I stated coldly, looking him dead in his eyes. “Fight with me on this, and I will rain hell down on you.”
His lips tipped upward. “Is that so?”
“Try me, asshole.” I folded my arms across my chest. “I dare you.”
Looking more amused than annoyed with me tonight, Shane shook his head and chuckled. “You want your boyfriend’s shit? Come in and find it yourself. I’m not his housekeeper.”
My heart sank, but I schooled my features and stepped around the drugged-up gangster.
“You know the room he stays in,” Shane called over his shoulder as he disappeared into the sitting room, sounding thoroughly amused by my boyfriend’s downfall. “Have at it, princess.”
Swallowing down my fury, I moved for the staircase, not stopping until I was standing outside the door of the room that I found him in last year.
Deep breaths.
You can do this.
Pushing the door inward, I held my breath and stepped inside.
Repressing the urge to shudder when my eyes landed on the bloodstained mattress that I knew Joe had slept on, I stepped over several discarded syringes and random pieces of tinfoil, feeling myself die a little more with every step I took. Filthy didn’t come close to describing the decrepit condition of this room, and knowing this was where he’d come for sanctuary sickened me.
Careful not to touch anything for fear of disease or infection, because who the fuck knew who else stayed in this hellhole, I reached for a familiar discarded hoodie.
Joey’s hoodie.
I’d bought it for him last year.
Trembling violently, I reached into the front pocket and sagged in relief when my fingers brushed over both his phone and wallet. Silently pocketing both, I bundled his hoodie under my arm and took another quick glance around the carnage before heading back downstairs.
“You can tell your boyfriend that he owes me money,” Shane called out from the sitting room when I was halfway down the staircase. “He has a week to come up with the cash or he can work it off for me.”
Unable to contain my emotions a second longer, I thundered down the staircase and stormed into the sitting room.
“Stay the fuck away from him, Shane,” I snarled, not caring about the four other men lounging around on couches in the shithole he called his home. “I mean it, asshole. Keep your filthy fucking habits away from my boyfriend!”
“My filthy habits?” He laughed from his perch on the couch. “Don’t you mean Lynchy’s filthy habits?”
“People like you make me sick,” I hissed, glaring down at him. “Sinking your claws in vulnerable people. You’re disgusting!”
“Words,” he chuckled, mocking me with hand movements. “Get the fuck out of here, princess, and tell Lover Boy that I’ve a job lined up for him.” His gaze trailed over my body, and when he reached my middle, his brows shot up. “Or should I call him baby daddy?”
“You’re not having him,” I seethed, standing my ground. “I won’t let you take him from us.”
“He’s already gone, kid,” another man said. “Clear off before he takes you down with him.”