Page 19 of Deep Connection

When I got there, Jason was smiling and seemed to be in a good mood. He said that someone was coming over to pick something up, but Kyle would be gone before too long. I told him that he didn’t have to run his friends off, but that just got me a look and I didn’t know what to say to him. Of course, there was stuff that I wanted to do as well.

“So, if we are waiting for Kyle to get here, I guess I wonder what it is that you wanted to talk about the other day? Maybe you can tell me about all those scars on your back. You’ve been shot a few times.”

My smile fell and I swear I wasn’t sure what I was supposed to say to that. “How do you know that?”

Jason sighed. “I am blind, but that doesn’t mean that I can’t feel them. I know what a shot scar feels like. I have a few myself, so I know that is what it is.”

I clicked my tongue and I guess that it was just as well. I had expected him to tell me things that he didn’t want to tell me, so I guess I was going to have to do the same. It was hard to fathom how much I didn’t want to though.

“It was just a bad run in when I was doing my job as a soldier. We were supposed to be getting a terrorist and instead of taking the shot that we had, I told my team to hold off because of a kid that was in the way, and they all died. I got shot several times, but I lived. Lucky me. Those scars are all I have left now, though I can’t even see them. Sometimes I touch them, and it reminds me.”

“So, you fix people now, because you couldn’t fix them before?” Jason asked. When he said it like that, making it all sound so simple, I didn’t know if I liked the way he made me feel or not.

I shrugged for an answer, before I remembered that he needed more than that. I didn’t know why him saying that got to me so badly, but it did. I felt like he could really see me. “Yeah, something like that.”

Jason said that he was glad that I was trying to fix him, but I was honest when I said that it wasn’t my intention. While I liked Jason and I thought that he was a great guy, I had no desire to fix him. I told him that he wasn’t broken, and he scoffed, “I think you would be the first person to think so.”

I shrugged and then said that I knew I had my own past, but I still didn’t believe that he was broken.

“You know, many days I would have disagreed with you. I have felt broken many times in the past.”

“Do you still?”

Jason clicked his tongue and then acted like he didn’t know. He couldn’t see my expressions, but I could see his, and he used them to his advantage. Jason was in a good mood today; he looked like he was light and didn’t have any worries on his mind. I liked it when he was like that. I had a feeling that Jason wasn’t like that very often. I asked him what had put him in such a good mood, and he said it was me, without any hesitation. I was flattered, sure, but I was also embarrassed. I didn’t know why, but Jason seemed so far out of my league. He was the sort of man that all others wanted to be like, all women wanted to be with.

“So, when is your friend going to be here?”

Jason chuckled and said that Kyle would be there soon. I told him that he should at least come sit by me. I made it like I was lonely, and I wanted him next to me, and it wasn’t long at all before he was doing that very thing. I was shaking inside with it all.

When he got there on the couch next to me, I at once moved over until I was straddling his waist. He had a moan in his throat, and I loved the sound of his desire when I pressed my wet heat against him. He couldn’t feel all of it, I had panties on, but he could feel a lot because that was the only thing I had on underneath the skirt I was wearing. His hands came to my hips and thighs, playing with my bare flesh. I had thought that I was going to put myself in charge, but I should have known better. His hands were suddenly all over me, and I was ducking and dodging his hands as best as I could.

Jason’s hands suddenly grabbed both my tits and squeezed. I whimpered with his touch, sure that I was never going to be able to stop the desire that raced through me every time he did that. Did he know how good he felt?

I started to ride him, rubbing myself on him as well as I could. I wanted him to feel the desire, the hard rub that made him come to life like it did me. I wanted him to be as damaged as I was, but to be honest, I didn’t see that.

We got carried away and I was so close to ending, but it ended with a knock at the door. I growled and he just told me that he had warned me. I was glad that I was warned, but it hadn’t done me any good. I rubbed on him for a moment longer and came hard. I buried my face in his chest and then ran off to the bathroom to straighten myself out. He felt so good, and I didn’t want to show my embarrassment to his friend. They didn’t need to know.

I could hear his friend coming in and the laughter that came after that. I imagined that they were talking about what had just happened. I didn’t see Jason acting that way, but his friend was loud and obnoxious, and he could have gotten the information out of him. I really didn’t know why I was so worried about it, but I stayed in the bathroom until I heard that Kyle wanted to use it. Then, I got out, but had to face them both. My hair was mussed up, I had come all over in my panties, and they didn’t know about it, but I did. That was really hard for me to focus on and there was nothing more that I could do to fix it, no matter how badly I wanted to.

Kyle had an instant grin on his face, and I was quite sure that he knew what I was doing there. I didn’t like the idea of that, I really didn’t. Jason couldn’t see how Kyle was looking at me, practically salivating, but that didn’t matter. He didn’t have to know.

I was reintroduced to Kyle, and I said it was nice to meet him again and all of that. I had done everything I could to be a good girlfriend, lover, whatever I was to Jason. Soon, I would need a real title so that I would understand what I was and how to act. His friend didn’t seem to understand that I was with Jason, not him. The way he looked me up and down started to make me nervous.

“Get your eyes off of her, Kyle. She isn’t used to all of that attention.”

I looked to Jason. Yep, he was still blind, so how did he know that his friend was looking?

“It was that obvious?”

“I know how beautiful she is. Yeah, it was that obvious.”

They were making me blush, and I wished that I wasn’t there. I was so embarrassed but also tickled to hear him say that I was beautiful. I couldn’t help how I felt when I heard it, even if he didn’t see me. It was better when Jason said it because he meant on the inside. What could be better than that? Was there any better compliment?

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Jason

Abigail was perfect in all ways. I was a little jealous when Kyle acted strangely around her, but Abigail didn’t. She came up next to me, held my hand, and claimed me just like I had claimed her. I was worried about what was going to happen. Was she going to flirt back? She was nice, but not too nice. I didn’t know what I would have done if she had come back with the same energy that my friend had. I knew that it wouldn’t have felt good.

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