“Fuck, Charlie!” Burke’s breathing was getting heavy, and it made me feel powerful. I stroked his cock a few times, gaining a little confidence every time he groaned. He was right. The sounds were helpful.
Finally, I released him and lay back on his pillows. “I’m ready, Burke.”
His gorgeous green eyes popped open, and he let out a sharp breath. “You sure?”
“Yes.”
He stood and grabbed a condom from his top dresser drawer. I watched as he slid it onto his length with my heart racing. I was about to lose my virginity to this delicious, chiseled, sweet, god-like man. Things were never going to be the same. You couldn’t go back to who you were after a man like Burke.
Burke hovered over me, pressing his tip against my entrance. “I’ll go slow, Charlie. Stop me if it hurts, okay?”
“Okay.” I sounded breathless.
He pressed into me little and groaned out loud. “You okay, cutie?”
“Yes.” It didn’t hurt yet. It was just an uncomfortable, stretched-out feeling. Burke slid in half an inch deeper, and the discomfort increased, but I was okay. “You can do more.”
He gave me a little more, then slid back out. He did this a few times like he was getting me used to the feeling before pressing even deeper. I felt a sharp pain and snapped my eyes closed. “Ah!”
“Fuck! Sorry. I’ll stop.”
I opened my eyes and gripped his hips. “No. I’m fine. Keep going.” It was the membrane thing, which meant the most painful part was over. It wasn’t even that bad. And holy shit, I wasn’t a virgin anymore.
Burke pushed in and out of me several more times before his breathing quickened. I was just lying there like an idiot. I didn’t know what to do with my body. It helped to know that he hadn’t been with hundreds of experienced women, but I still couldn’t get out of my own head.
Burke kissed my neck and then lifted his head to gaze into my eyes. “Is this okay?” His eyes were filled with the perfect mix of concern and desire.
“Yes.” I nodded and looped my arms around his neck. I bit my lip. “Is it okay for you?”
He pressed his lips to mine and mumbled. “It’s more than fucking okay, Charlie. You feel perfect. Will it hurt you if I go a little faster?” Burke slid his hands into my hair and ran his tongue down my neck.
I gasped and arched into him, driving him deeper. It didn’t hurt anymore. It was just a mild discomfort, but mostly, it felt incredible and intimate, knowing he was so deep inside of me. “You can go faster. It doesn’t hurt.”
Burke let out a shuddering breath against my neck. He held himself up with one arm and gripped my left thigh with his other hand, pulling my leg up to wrap around him. His movements sped up for the next few minutes, then slowed while he groaned out his pleasure.
Holy shit. I wanted to make him groan like that again and never stop. It was so fucking sexy.
As soon as he pulled out of me, he hurried to the bathroom. What the hell? Weren’t you supposed to cuddle after sex?
Before I could start freaking out about how much I’d disappointed him, he was back with a warm washcloth. Burke pressed a gentle kiss to my forehead while he wiped the small amount of blood from between my thighs.
I grinned at him and bit my lip. Holy shit, that was sweet. “You’ve taken someone’s virginity before, Burke?”
He grimaced and hung the washcloth on his footboard. “Yes, Charlie. Probably about the same year you were born.”
I laughed and grabbed his hand. “Don’t give me that face. I’m teasing you.”
He smiled at me and shook his head before sliding back into bed with me and pulling me into his arms. “Was it okay, cutie?”
I rested my head against his bare chest and ran my fingers through his beard. “It was more than okay. I’ll leave you a five-star review for deflowering college girls. Don’t worry.”
Burke stiffened and started to pull away, but I laughed and held him tight against my body. “I’m kidding! I’m sorry, I’ll stop!” I propped myself up to meet his troubled gaze. “Burke, I’m a grown-ass woman, and I wanted this to happen. I am fucking overjoyed with everything you did to my body tonight, and I can’t wait to do it again. I have zero regrets.”
He let out a deep breath and nodded.
“Burke, do you have regrets?”
“No, but I probably should.” He brought a hand up to his beard. “Your brother is going to murder me.”