These three godlike men are staring at me like they’ve never seen a more beautiful woman, and in this moment, I let myself believe it’s true. They’ve kept their eyes trained on me since Jace tossed me in the middle of Mateo’s bed and stripped me out of my clothes.
I’m just not sure I’m cut out to be the kind of girl in the videos I’ve seen. I’ve got flab where those girls don’t, I’m not as bendy, I don’t have as much experience. There are countless reasons why I shouldn’t even consider doing what I’m about to?—
Mateo slips his hand between my legs, making me hiss out a breath as he slides his fingers up the length of my soaking wet slit. “You need to get out of your head a little, Red. Your thoughts are really loud.”
Roman nods, his gaze flitting across Mateo’s chest.
“They’re going to give you a headache.” Mateo’s fingers swirl around my clit, and I can’t help the loud moan that leaves my lips.
Jace’s hand clamps on top of Mateo’s as he scowls. He pins me with a stare so hot it could melt ice, and I shift under their touch. He closes his eyes briefly, muttering a curse. “If you need to stop, we can stop. We’re all fine with that. Even if Mateo can’t keep his dick in his pants.”
In the time it took Mateo to find my clit, he’s managed to unzip his fly and is already fisting his pierced cock slowly with his free hand. Seeing it very briefly when the fire alarm was blaring seems a whole hell of a lot different than staring at it, knowing each barbell is going to be going inside me.
I’ve read about Jacob’s ladders in books, but I’ve never seen one in real life. It looks equal parts intriguing and terrifying. It had to have hurt when it was done, but I’ll admit, I’m so curious to know how it feels.
“I’m more than happy to jerk off in the shower.” He moves to pull his hand back, but I stop him, slapping my hand on top of Jace’s, which is still on top of Mateo’s.
It’s very sweet how they’re all looking out for me.
Roman drops a chaste kiss on my forehead. “If you’re not ready, we understand. We’ll go at whatever pace you need.”
My entire body aches. My nipples are rock-hard and standing at attention. Mateo and I both know how wet I am, and my hips tilt, trying to hump his hand.
But the anxiety skimming across my bare skin leaves my chest tight. “I’m scared you’re not all going to fit.” I leave the words hanging between us, making a point not to stare directly at Mateo’s fancy cock—although it’s hard not to.
My skin burns, and as nervous as I am, I want this to work. I want them to teach me, brand me, to own me.
“What else?” Jace lets go of Mateo’s hand, and he returns to rubbing painfully slow, slick circles on my clit.
“Wh-wh-fuck.” I suck in a ragged breath as Mateo inches me closer to losing my mind. He’s barely touched me, and I’m already on edge. “What if you get stuck? Or… I d-don’t know. I…” My eyes flutter closed as my head tips back. “Fuck, Teo. You’re going to make me come.”
“All fucking night long, Red.”
My core clenches at the thought, heat searing through my veins at his words. “I’m fine with trying, I just…”
“We’ll take it slow.” Jace’s reassurance is soft, soothing, but there’s an undercurrent of warning to the others. He’s running the show, and they can either fall in line or he’ll dick-punch them.
If I’m honest, I’m here for the flex.
Roman shifts closer, his lips moving slowly down my neck, sending shivers skating down my spine. “We’ve got you. If you need to stop, let’s keep it simple. Just say stop, okay?”
Mateo nods, pinching my clit between his finger and thumb, making me yelp. “As far as us fitting goes.” He glides two of his fingers inside me before tapping a rhythm out against my G-spot, and I swear I see stars. “That’s why we work you up to it.”
Roman tilts my face to his and presses a gentle kiss to my lips. “We take our time to make sure you’re stretched and ready for us.”
Jace’s green eyes are laced with heat as he watches me, his fingers absentmindedly stroking the stubble covering his jaw, and I can’t wait to feel it back between my legs. “Be a good girl and tell us what you want.”
I nod, letting out another moan as Mateo curls his fingers inside me like he’s emphasizing Jace’s point.
“Use your words, Charlotte.” His voice is stern, and it has my pussy fluttering around Mateo’s fingers.
“Oh, she liked that.” Mateo chuckles, sucking my nipple into his mouth and raking it with his teeth. “I felt it all the way deep inside you, Red. Your body is so fucking responsive. I can’t wait to feel you come around my cock.”
It’s hard to fight the urge to let go, to close my eyes and lose myself in them. Especially as Roman dips his head, teasing one nipple with his tongue while Mateo nibbles on the other, his fingers buried deep inside me.
But Jace still holds my gaze, his own narrowing with every passing second. He’s not going to accept my consent until I say it out loud.
“Y-y-es. Yes. It’s what I want. I want you all inside me.” The words tumble from my mouth like a waterfall. “I want you to make me come.”