Page 141 of The Waiting Game

Jonah did as he was told, his pulse pounding in his ears as he reached for the lube. He settled on his haunches between Felix’s calves. Feeling like he was in a dream, he ran a hand across Felix’s hip, smoothing over the curve of his ass.

He dipped his thumb into the crease there, tugging one cheek to the side to reveal Felix’s puckered opening. Jonah let his thumb slip in farther to brush across the pink whorl.

A shiver rippled up Felix’s spine in response.

“You like that?” Jonah murmured. He still couldn’t quite believe they were doing this. That Felix was so into this.

“Oh yeah.” Felix shot him a heavy-lidded look.

Fuck, Jonah thought. If he’d considered all of the ways this might go, him fucking Felix before Felix had fucked him had never entered into the equation. Hell, he might have assumed that Felix would never want to try it. Though that was probably ridiculous because Felix rarely turned down the opportunity to try something new and pleasurable.

But Jonah had never dreamed that Felix had experience with pegging.

Was he disappointed he wasn’t the first person to do this to Felix? Jonah reached for the lube as he considered the idea then discarded it. Nah. It wasn’t a competition with Felix’s ex.

Jonah was a little surprised he didn’t know this about Felix before now though.

Felix and Jonah had certainly talked about their sex lives. Jonah had discussed his experiences with the guys he’d dated or hooked up with. And Felix had done the same with the women in his life.

Felix had always been enthusiastic about the quality and the quantity of sex he was having. Especially with Whitney.

At times, Jonah had felt flickers of envy when he was in a dry spell or he was wishing he was the one with Felix, but he’d never been unhappy to hear that things were going well for his friend.

Had Felix been uncomfortable about sharing this with Jonah?

Maybe, but it seemed just as likely that he hadn’t wanted to cross a line.

Neither of them was the sort to go into graphic detail about their sex lives. Jonah certainly hadn’t run to tell Felix everything about the first time he got rimmed, just sighed about how good the guy was in bed. And Felix’s sharing had been similar. He’d talked more about how much he was enjoying it than delving into the specifics.

And, honestly, knowing Felix had some experience made what they were about to do a little easier. A little less stressful. It made Jonah less likely to get up in his head about it, worrying if he was pushing too hard or too fast. If Felix knew his way around anal, they could both relax a little.

“Admiring the view?” Felix chirped and Jonah realized he was just kneeling there staring at Felix’s ass.

Way to make it weird, Brewer.

“It is a pretty great view,” he admitted and Felix grinned over his shoulder.

“While I don’t doubt your skills in the bedroom, I think I’d like it better if you fucked me with your body and not just your mind.”

Relaxing, Jonah laughed and squeezed some lube onto his fingers. On the plus side, holding on to the tube for an awkwardly long time had warmed the gel.

He reached out, carefully sliding two fingers between Felix’s cheeks. He made an encouraging little noise and Jonah rubbed softly, just teasing him. Toying with his opening.

“Mmm.” Felix hummed with pleasure. “Yeah, I like that.”

Jonah used his middle finger to apply a little pressure and sank inside. For the briefest second, Felix froze, tightening up, and then released a big breath and relaxed, pushing back against Jonah’s finger.

This was hardly the first time Jonah had fingered a guy but he still felt lightheaded as he fucked Felix with a single finger, moving slow at first, gliding in and out until Felix was totally relaxed and taking it easily. He moved eagerly, making soft sounds like he was encouraging Jonah to continue.

Jonah reached out with his free hand and rubbed Felix’s hip. “Yeah, you like that?”

Felix shivered. “Fuck, so good, Jo. You …”

Jonah picked up the pace, feeling more confident that Felix could take it. He responded well to that too and it wasn’t long before Jonah slid out, prompting a grumbly little noise from Felix. “No. Don’t stop.”

“Gonna do two now,” Jonah promised, adding a little more lube to his fingers. “If you feel ready.”

“I’m ready. Give it to me.”

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