Page 86 of It Never Was

"See. Suzie gets it." His hand nudges under my shirt, a ghost of a touch on my torso, "You see Suzie here gets me Ryen. She knows what I need. And while she can satisfy me just fine, there is something missing." His hands grow rougher.

I push off the desk trying to gain more space, trying to get away from him. All it does is make him press my body against the table with painful force. I stare at the dark wall. The lights haven't clicked back on.

"Ryen, don't be rude. I am not done with my story just yet."

Another giggle from across the table fills the room, "Yeah Ryen don't be rude."

"Suzie. Shush." His hand pushes my lower back, "Where was I? Oh yes. Something is missing. It's the fear you have. It really just makes my dick twitch. Suzie isn't scared, in fact she loves it when I take what I want. But you…"

"Devon, don't." I say firmly.

"Don't what? Touch what's mine?" His hand glides under my shirt roughly dragging along the top edge of my leggings, "Come on it's been a while." His breath picks up, "Little miss college has been so busy with her other boyfriend, just like I've been busy with my other girlfriend." More bite in his tone with every word.

My stomach knots and I rush to break the barrier of his arms that are around me, but I am not strong enough. Before I can even put in a good fight, I am immediately forced on the table again. My hips dig into the sharp edges, my shoulders knocking over my notebooks. My cheek is smacked against the cold hard surface. One hand in my hair, it feels like he ripped a chunk out in the process of holding me down. The other hand is weighted on my lower back inching up my shirt. Devon's groin is flush against my ass, and I can feel him growing inch by inch with every slight movement he makes.

"Rye, Rye, Rye…" he pressed down on top of my back harder, more panic set in and I felt his weight on me, "Suzie come help me out, will you?" He forces my arms above my head, her dainty hands wrap around my wrists, the bite of her nails digging into my skin spreads down my arms.

I can't move, I can't move.

"I know you've missed me too baby…let me enjoy this."

I feel the hand on my back lower right above my ass then they travel to the side of my hips as they rim the edge of my leggings with a harsh tug.

No!

"Let me give you this…" with one full yank my leggings and underwear are pulled just below my ass cheeks, the sound of a zipper cuts through my ears like a razor blade and the terror sets in, in full effect. He rubs his length along my bare ass. I can feel that the tip is already wet with pre-cum.

No. It can't happen again. I said it wouldn't happen.

I wouldn't let it happen again.

The fight in me rises to the surface, my hands scratch at the wood of the desk, losing my grip from Suzie. My kicks thrashing at him, seeking to buck him off me.

All I gained in return was a bash in the temple. My vision blurs and the ringing in my ears echoes as I hear the muffled words "You would think you would have learned better by now. With all this education, you'd be smarter." He kicks my feet apart, my hazy state making my limbs more pliable.

"Ohh you made him mad Ryen." Suzie’s voice is faint as my head spins from the blow, her giggling words sound a mile away.

My sluggish movements to close my legs fail me. The burning pain as he slams into my core is felt through my whole body, he didn't hold back and went right to the hilt. "You forgot who you belong to," he pulls all the way out a cry leaves my lips but is quickly muffled by a hand. "Me," He pounded back into me with still no remorse, "Ryen you belong to me!"

My eyes slam shut, and I go to fight once again, not ready to give up.

Another blow hits me, this time in the back of the head, the buzzing in my ears roaring in return. Suzie's hands tighten on my arms. She must be fully on the table now using all her body weight.

"Stay down. You always looked so good when you were down for me."

My mind is spinning, and I can't see straight, nausea settles in and I squeeze my eyes shut even tighter. Another full thrust in and I feel like I will split in half.

Tears leak through my tightly shut eyes.

I can't be here right now. I can't be here.

I try to disconnect my mind from my body like I used to, begging for the ability to do so again. But each jolt forward is too painful to separate from.

I hear the front door slam shut down the stairs. The sound echoes up the hallway.

"Who the fuck is that?" Devon curses out, he stops his movement, but he is still fully inside me.

Parker. No!

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