Page 63 of The Sound Of Us

“Fuck, Eli,” I chant, but he can’t hear me. So, I turn on my back and pull him up to me. Wrap my legs around his waist, bring his hand to my throat and I eat his mouth. Vulgarities fly out of my mouth between bites.

“Fuck me, Eli. Fuck me like I’m your last fuck.” Because he might be mine.

His fingers tighten around my neck.

“I need you inside my fucking hole right fucking now.”

He pulls back, and I repeat the words for him to see. He grabs the condom from where it’s lying on the pillow above us.

I reach down, yanking until he’s free of his sweats. His cock is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.

I've changed my mind. Pushing him back into a kneeling position between my legs I take the condom from him. I need to taste this man before I take him inside me. I stand on the precipice of yet another secret to make and keep. Leaning forward, I take him inside my mouth. His head drops back, and loud grunting sounds escape his throat.

Eli’s voice, his lust, sounds so fucking beautiful.

His dick swells in my mouth, and I eat him up, feasting on his pre-cum. But he pulls my head back and brings the hand holding the condom to his dick.

I sheath him slowly, revelling in the newness of this. I’m dying only to be reborn, over and over again.

Eli pushes me back onto the pillow and I lift my knees to my chest. Frank hated missionary style. He always wanted me facing away from him. Never wanted to be face-to-face. Something dark moves inside my chest, moving down to fuel my erection. It must be some kind of evil force making me fucking love what I’m doing. Fuck Frank.

Eli anchors himself, his hands at the back of my thighs, holding me in place, and then he breaches my hole.

Fuck. I’m doing this. Another man is fucking me and I fucking love it. I want it. I’ll burn in hell for this. I’ll deny God for this. I’ll die for this.

Eli pushes all the way in, pauses, and then begins to move.

Ah, fuck. He massages me so well. In. Out. In and fucking out.

Give me all of this fucking dick, Eli.

He watches me. I pull him to me until we’re nose to nose, and then I kiss him while he fucks me so fucking deep and hard. My own dick suffers, smashed between our stomachs. But I don’t need much.

I’m a starved man. I’ve been on a lifelong fast.

He thrusts once. Twice.

And fuck if I don’t wake up the whole of fucking River Valley with my shouts as I come between my and Eli’s stomachs.

His orgasm chasing mine, he comes with loud grunts.

It’s the most beautiful thing.

Chapter 34

Eli

He’s beautiful when he comes. Does he know that? Will he understand what I mean if I tell him nothing on this earth comes close to how beautiful he is in this moment?

Axel’s chest heaves with his pleasure. I pull out of him gently, remove the condom, and discard it on the nightstand.

Then, I reach down to his stomach, trailing my finger over his cum stained skin. My head dips, swiping his cum into my mouth.

His hand tightens in my hair, pulling at my scalp.

I rise to meet Axel’s lips. His shocked face makes me smile as I slip my tongue into his mouth, depositing his cum onto his tongue.

He sucks hard and greedy. The length of his body smashes up against mine, his legs wrapping tightly around my waist as we kiss and he eats his cum out of my mouth.

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