We’re all losing control.
I shoot my come into her ass as Brigg’s body tenses up below her. He rocks once and then spears her up and against me. We shudder, pulse after pulse of our hot come fills her from both sides as she cries out in ecstasy.
Colt is the last one to lose it, watching everything happening from above. She cups his balls as they contract and pour semen into her mouth. She licks every drip up and swallows it.
Then her body collapses, completely slack,
I pull myself out of her and fall to the bed next to them.
We’re all silent and stare in front of us in a trance.
“I loved that,” Blaire finally whispers. “I really, really loved that.”
I laugh and reach my hand over to her ass cheek, squeezing her with affection.
“Well, lucky for you, we get to do it again.” I say.
“And again.” Briggs’ deep voice says.
“And again,” Colt says. “We’re going to try every variation and every damn position.”
“Man, I’m sure glad that I came to a remote cabin to get fucked by three men from the internet.” Blaire says with a giggle.
And just like that, she has us all laughing after giving us the best sex of our lives.
Damn, do I love this woman.
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
Blaire
Nothing in me wanted to leave the cottage this morning. Actually, that’s a lie. There was one thing, and that’s seeing Kaylee tomorrow. I’ve been texting her quite a bit while she’s at camp and she’s been sharing a saga of her crush on one of the guys she met there. Apparently, he’s absolutely awful at riding. A city kid who got sent there by his wealthy parents because they thought he needed to be humbled. He seems like the kind of guy her brothers would probably hate, and I’m absolutely obsessed with Kaylee rebelling a little. She’s such a good kid, she deserves a little forbidden romance. I’m already making plans for how I can get her alone and out of earshot of her brothers, so she’ll spill the goods.
But besides that, I can see no good reason to leave this place. It’s tiny and there’s not another person in sight as far as the eye can see. And I wouldn’t have it any other way.
I haven’t worried once if there’s someone taking our picture or if I’ll turn the corner and see Patricia. I even sunbathed topless on a warm afternoon, which I don’t even dare to do in my gated backyard in Los Angeles. And the time with the guys has just been…
Well, I’m not sure how to describe it. Love doesn’t seem like a big enough word for the way I’m feeling right now. I feel more at ease than I can ever remember being. It’s as if I’ve gotten a nervous system transplant and the donor was a Tibetan monk. I imagine all the sex has something to do with it, too. I should donate my body to science with all the orgasms I’ve had recently. I’m pretty sure it’s unlocked some powerful inner peace that can’t be sold in any bottle. And I’ve tried every bottle of anything someone can package for happiness. Nothing has ever worked like this.
But unfortunately, this time hasn’t been our real lives. The guys need to get back to the ranch and Kaylee needs them when she gets back tomorrow. And I…
What do I need to do? I need to finish fixing up the camper. And then what?
There’s a resounding thought that keeps racing through my head. It used to be a hum, but now it’s a loud yell.
And it’s that I can’t go back to Hollywood. I just can’t. I don’t know if the guys will want me to stay at Rile Ranch with them long-term. It might be too much all at once and too much for Kaylee. But I could find a house nearby and let this thing between us unfold naturally. Hollywood would hate me, but I’ve put Hollywood first for too long. I can handle a little hate as long as I’m here.
It would be an extended break. Actors do it all the time.
A glimmer of hope blooms in me, and I know it’s the right decision. I’ve never had anything close to a normal life since I started acting at 10. And I’m not naïve enough to think that my life will ever be normal. But it could come close. It would mean I could give this thing between the four of us an honest try.
“What are you thinking about there, princess?” Colt spots me taking a long look at the cabin.
“When did princess become my new nickname?” I brush my hand through his hair as he pins me against the car.
“Since I realized that Solace Springs suits you more than Hollywood, so the name didn’t seem right anymore. Plus, we both know you like some spoiling sometimes, princess.”
I laugh as I bring him in for a kiss. I guess my not going back to Hollywood is on his mind, too. And I’m not surprised because I know they’re feeling this as intensely as I am.