It's my first time to call him out on it.
 
 "Aren't you?"
 
 "Yes."
 
 And now, it's his first time to admit the truth as well.
 
 "Why?" I whisper.
 
 "Because you only think you're in love with me."
 
 "I'm---"
 
 "Infatuated," Jacques says curtly. "That's all you are. You may not think or believe it right now, but you're young---"
 
 "While you're older and wiser, is that it?"
 
 "Yes."
 
 "Then why not marry another student?"
 
 Fury blazes in his eyes, but I can't let myself back down.
 
 I mustn't.
 
 "Are you daring me to?"
 
 "If you're really the type to cut your nose to spite your face, then go ahead. I dare you---"
 
 "Damn you."
 
 The violence of his emotions is unmistakable, but there's something else I hear, and it's this that breathes life back into the butterflies in my stomach.
 
 "Damn you," he says again.
 
 And I love that he says it one more time.
 
 "I love you, too."
 
 Because I know what it really means, and a soft, shaken laugh escapes me at the way he jerks at my words.
 
 "You---"
 
 "---have two conditions before I marry you."
 
 His gaze narrows.
 
 "Firstly, no divorce."
 
 "Forget it," he says right away.
 
 "Then we stay married for at least ten years---"
 
 "One year."
 
 "How about two?"
 
 "Six months."