I need to buy some tests, take them, and know for a fact that I'm not pregnant.
I drop by the first store that I see and grab four tests, just to be on the safe side. I even grab a few mints.
When I return to the apartment, I find Jake in the kitchen. He's sitting in front of the laptop, and I'm assuming he’s speaking to one of his clients. It's a female voice, and it sounds familiar.
I realize it's Lisa.
Jake looks up when I come in. I gesture to him that I'm fine before I lock myself in the bathroom.
I take the tests one by one, wash my hands, and set the timer.
I place them flat on the counter, my heart beating a mile a minute.
There’s a knock at the door. "Are you okay? You've been in there for a while now."
"I'm fine," I say. "Just cleaning myself."
Yikes, why did I just say that?
"Okay, I'm waiting for you out here," Jake says.
"You don't have to do that," I say. "You can just go back to working."
"I delayed the meeting," Jake replies. "I'm here for you."
I rub my eyes with my palms. There's not much to do except to wait for the inevitable.
After what feels like an eternity, my alarm goes off.
I check the test sticks, and my stomach sinks even further. They're positive, all four of them. There's no doubt in my mind now.
I'm pregnant.
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I think there's something deeply wrong, at least my gut says so even though Kiera assured me otherwise.
I pace outside the bathroom, waiting for her to come out. She's been in there for a while, and she even locked it after her so I can't go in. I don't get why she's so embarrassed. What happened to her is quite natural.
As if my thoughts summon her, the door opens and Kiera steps out.
She's a mess, and she looks like she has just been in a shipwreck. She is pale as a ghost and her hair is messy. She doesn't even look up at me when she comes out, clutching something in her hand.
"Kiera?" I say.
She doesn't answer at first, and just keeps staring down at the ground.
"Kiera, you're really scaring me right now, honey" I say, taking a step toward her.
She visibly flinches, and when she finally looks up, she has tears in her eyes.
"Hey, what's wrong?" I ask, cradling her face in my palms. "You can tell me."
Instead of answering me, she holds up her palm to me and slowly unfurls it. There's a tiny stick in there.
It takes me a couple of seconds to register what it is.