Page 112 of Illicit

Micah – Wow. That’s not good.

Me – Why in the hell is she crying?

Brax – All I know is, when she texts, you’d better answer.

Damn. She’s fast.

I switch over to my private thread with Landyn.

Landyn – You and Teagan?

Me – Yes.

Landyn – Why didn’t you tell me? You know what, it’s okay. It’s okay. I mean, it’s not. I don’t get it, but I still love you.

Me – I’m sorry. I didn’t know how this was going to shake out. I had to keep it quiet for Teagan’s sake. The future is still uncertain.

Landyn – You mean New York?

Me – Yes. You’re not going to chew my ass about fucking over Teagan? That seems to be the theme of the day.

Landyn – Roc. It’s me.

Me – What does that mean?

Landyn – It means, I’m your person, and I’ll always have your back. I do want to know one thing…

Me – What’s that?

Landyn – Are you happy?

Me – I love her. I haven’t even told her yet, but I love her. I’ve just decided, if she goes to New York, I’m going to have to find a way to follow her.

Landyn – I’m crying.

Me – I heard. And I got yelled at for it.

Landyn – I just got you back. You can’t move to New York. But I get that you’ll follow her anywhere. I did the same thing with Brax. The only thing I’ve ever wanted for you is to be happy.

Me – I am. And I’ll be happier when everyone quits yelling at me.

Landyn – I hope Teagan understands how lucky she is.

Me – I’ll do anything for her.

Landyn – I know you will. And I’ll be here for whatever you need. Love you, Roc.

Me – Right back at you.

Landyn – I’ll take care of Brax and make sure he manages Tim. Go be happy.

Me – Thank you.

I switch back to the shit-show thread.

Me – I’m done. I don’t need anyone’s help. There’s nothing I want more than Teagan. Get on board or don’t. I don’t give a shit. I’ll take care of Tim. I’m tired, and I’m leaving the chat. Again.

Brax – Wait.

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