My hand finds the back of his head, pressing it against my core. I want more, so much more, even if I’m not allowed to do any of this, and my guilty conscience is already hammering against the top of my head again. I completely block it out because I need this right now—I want it!
Ezra surfaces again briefly, only to disappear under the surface of the water again after a deep breath and find himself between my thighs. His tongue immediately glides back to my clitoris and licks it devotedly. Sometimes more vigorously, sometimes more gently. His tongue play excites me so much that I start grinding on his face. I can hardly stand it any longer and beg for my release, yet Ezra continues similarly.
Unexpectedly, I feel his thumb running between my butt cheeks and exerting light pressure on my anus. This new feeling tears me apart, and I crave more. Much more!
I let Ezra spoil me with everything he has to offer. And when his thumb penetrates my anus, I can no longer stop the fervent moan that escapes my throat. The feeling of his thumb pushing further and further into my anus excites me much more than it should. I’ve never felt such arousal before.
Ezra comes up again, but I don’t let him go down again this time. As soon as he comes up, I grab him by the back of the neck and pull him to me to kiss him ravenously. As his tongue brashly enters my mouth, I taste myself and only want him more.
My hand slides into the water and further into his shorts. When I then take his bulging—but above all impressive—length in my hand, I have to swallow briefly before I slowly trace it.
“Fuck, Beauty! I want you… now!” he moans against my lips, and before I can react, Ezra turns me around, leans me slightly over the edge, and positions himself close behind me.
I rest my hands on the dark wood and glace over my shoulder. Ezra kisses my neck as I feel his tip pushing slightly against my core and sigh softly because I can hardly wait for him to bury himself inside me finally.
“Mom?” June’s voice echoes from inside the house, catapulting me back to harsh reality.
“Shit!” I curse, and Ezra lets out a curse before he quickly pulls away from me and jumps out of the hot tub.
“You’ll get this back on our first date,” he says, holding my bikini panties before my nose before giving me a quick kiss, then grabbing his clothes and disappearing into the shadows.
Breathless and with my head buzzing, I lean against the tub wall momentarily before my daughter’s approaching voice snaps me out of my stupor. I’m not wearing any panties…
I quickly get out of the pool and wrap the towel around my body, not a second too late, just as June comes around the corner.
“Mom?… What are you doing here?” June asks incredulously, looking at me in confusion.
“I’ve been relaxing a bit,” I reply with the half-truth, trying to continue to control my voice and a guilty conscience.
My heart is pounding, and I feel slightly dizzy from the adrenaline rush, intoxicating my body.
“How was your evening?” I quickly ask before June has a chance to ask any more questions.
A broad smile immediately appears on her lips, and she tells me about her lovely evening with her father. I let her tell me all about it while we go back inside.
Just before we reach the patio door, I look over my shoulder again. I know Ezra is still here, watching me. It’s as if I can feel his fingers on my body again. And even though I should be dying of shame right now, I long for his touch.
It is wrong. More than that, and yet I can no longer escape him. I am utterly addicted to you, Ezra King.
Chapter Twenty-Four
I’m protecting you, Beauty!
Your taste, baby… it literally intoxicates me and almost makes me lose my mind. Just the thought of you going to your husband now and him touching you again makes me go crazy. He can have what should be mine…
Fuck! I must be careful because I can feel myself falling into old patterns. This must not happen. History must not repeat itself!
I can’t take someone’s life again because I can’t control myself. But don’t worry, baby, I’ll take care of you. No one will hurt you, not even me. I promise you that.
My cock is so fucking hard and almost aching because I want to fill you up. Over and over again, and I want to hear you scream. To finally listen to you moan my name. Fuck, Beauty! I’m losing myself because of you.
Having your bikini panties with me now, something that has touched your divine body makes me weak and makes everything inside me quake. I can’t just observe your daily life from a distance anymore. Since the day you were unconscious in the pool, I’ve been right there with you, making sure you were okay. It’s clear you need me just as much as I need you.
The question about a date was serious, and you are going to go out with me because I won’t take no for an answer. You want me. You want it, and it’s going to happen. We’ll have a lot of fun, and I will play with you, Beauty. Are you ready for that?
Chapter Twenty-Five
On the way to the kitchen, June shares her relief that her father has accepted her decision not to continue studying law. However, she still hasn’t figured out what she wants to study instead, and I can already envision the subsequent battle between the two of them. Because Thomas won’t tolerate it idleness, and neither will I. I want her to find a direction for her life and become independent.