Page 70 of For What It's Worth

I looked for Aidan, finding him too far away.

Instead of being in the nest with us, Aidan stood just inside the door, a look of distress on his face even as he tried to fake a smile for me.

Worry gripped my heart, threatening to bring sad tears into what was supposed to be a time for celebration. But I couldn’t blame Aidan for his emotions. Of course, he felt left out. My beautiful alpha was sensitive. It was why I’d given him a nickname just for me to use. But my instincts hadn’t taken feelings into account, and I’d let them take control. The throbbing on my neck seemed more apparent than it did a second ago, like a neon sign blinking and reminding me of what was causing Aidan pain.

“Alpha.” I reached for Aidan, not making it very far with my core still locked around Enzo’s knot. The tug on my insides felt like a harsh slap of reality. I wanted to comfort Aidan, but how did I do that without upsetting Enzo? I should’ve been paying my new alpha attention. And then there was Jenson, my first alpha who might not have been ready to add another alpha to my pack. Sure, he loved his pack brothers, but to have them claim me without making sure he was comfortable with our relationship was selfish.

“Little bear?”

I looked over at Jen, unable to stop the first tears from dripping down my cheeks.

“No, Koda, no crying.” He moved closer to me and Enzo, wrapping me up in a hug despite the awkward angle. Enzo’s hands wrapped around my hips, and both my bonded alphas purred.

“I’m sorry,” I sobbed. I couldn’t stop the tears, my guilt needing a way out.

“Koda bear, why are you crying?” Aidan asked. His voice was still far away, and the realization that Aidan refused to come into my nest had the tears falling harder. Rejection was like a wall surrounding my lungs, not letting my lungs expand to get a deep inhale, making each breath constricted.

I reached for Aidan, needing him to touch me, to prove he didn’t hate me.

Aidan hesitated, his body obviously racked with indecision to join me. A sob fell from my lips and a pained look crossed his face. If he didn’t want me to cry, why wouldn’t he come to me?

“You need to invite him into the nest,” Jenson said. “Use your words, little bear. He wants to go to you. Can’t you see how he holds himself back?”

I did see it, but I’d thought it was because his mind and heart were at war—not because he was following his alpha instincts. I wondered if this was just another thing the Compound would’ve taught me.

“Please, Addie.” I reached for him with both hands like I wanted him to pick me up. Whether it was the words or the action, he finally entered my nest, falling to his knees and holding me tightly to him.

As the pressure released from around my lungs, I finally took in a deep breath, inhaling Aidan’s scent, ravaged with negative emotions. I wanted to whine at the knowledge, but I didn’t want my alpha to think he couldn’t have emotions, so I kept the sound locked away.

Under me, Enzo adjusted himself, sitting up so I had all three of my alphas surrounding me, touching me. Jenson’s scent helped calm me, his hands traveling around my collarbone and breasts, hardening my nipples into points that begged for attention. Enzo gently scrapped his nails along my spine, causing my back to arch and my pussy to squeeze. And then there was Aidan, his hand having found a place in my hair, holding me tightly and close to him as his pain turned into arousal around me.

There was no chance for me to fight my arousal blooming again. My hips moved, rocking against the cock already inside me. Instead of helping, the movement seemed to make my arousal worse. With Enzo’s knot still inside me, I felt full, but I needed more stimulation. I needed to be taken, for a cock to pound into me and an alpha to hold me down.

I groaned in frustration, my hips becoming frantic without any success. Enzo’s fingers continue down my back, spreading my cheeks as one of his fingers pressed against my back hole.

Yes. That was what I needed.

I pushed against his hand, but he moved his finger away. Glaring at the alpha, I tried to move my ass farther back, but I was fucking stuck on his cock.

“You need something, Orsetta?” Enzo’s teasing tone had me growling again. “I think our little omega needs to be filled up.”

I nodded frantically. I pushed against Enzo’s chest until he laid back down, and flattened my own chest against him, ignoring Jen’s annoyed growl at losing my breasts. Grabbing one ass cheek in each hand, I spread myself until my back hole was exposed.

“Please, alpha,” I whined. I didn’t care which alpha filled me up, I just knew I needed it.

Aidan growled, the sound sending goosebumps along my body. I heard shuffling as the males moved around in my nest, but all I could do was wait.

“Open your mouth, omega,” Jenson said.

I lifted my head and parted my lips, excited for another taste of my alpha’s cum. I was already moaning at the idea of his cum running down my throat as I licked the head of his cock so my mouth could fit over it smoothly. The veins on Jen’s cock teased my tongue as I licked down his length before going back up and taking as much of his cock as I could.

Male voices were speaking around me, but I wasn’t listening. I wanted Jen’s cum and popping off him to ask what the hell they were talking about would only cause a delay. Taking more of Jen into my mouth, my throat gagged on him before I pulled back. My tongue swiped against the head, swirling it around and digging against the slit like I could lick the cum from him.

A hand near my ass pulled a portion of my attention from Jen’s cock. Despite being plugged by Enzo’s cock, my pussy continued leaking a mix of mine and his cum. Fingers trailed up from my sopping pussy and between my cheeks. Wet from collecting my release, Aidan’s fingers pressed gently against the hole Enzo had teased. I tried pushing back and this time, it worked. Aidan’s fingers weren’t calloused like Enzo’s, which felt better against the sensitive muscles as my hole learned to stretch.

He started working the finger in and out before adding a second and then eventually a third. When he pulled his hand out, it was quickly replaced with the head of his cock. The pressure of him pushing into me was unpleasant at first, and I gasped at the intrusion. But the deeper Aidan pushed, the more familiar I became with the movement.

Just like he did with his fingers, he gently pushed in and out, going deeper with each thrust until he was pushed into me as deep as he could go. Seated all the way inside me, his piercing pressed against my ass hole, like a marker he'd reached the end of his length.

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