I get on my knees and lean over her. She watches me with wide eyes as I lower my head and kiss directly between her breasts. She shudders a breath as I kiss my way up her neck. Her scent wraps around me, a mixture of her desire and a subtle floral lotion. I keep my mouth moving, kissing back down her chest. When I return to her breasts, I meet her gaze and wait in silent question. She nods without hesitation, giving me permission to continue my exploration.
Gently, I pull the material to the side, exposing dark, hard nipples. They’re small and perfect and make my mouth water. I swipe my tongue over the first peak, watching her shiver. Then, I draw her nipple into my mouth and suck. She arches off my bed, moaning, as her hands dive into my hair, anchoring her to me.
I lap at the first nipple before giving the second a little attention too. “Please, Gavin,” she mutters with a gasp. “Please.”
“Do you want some relief, beautiful?”
“Yes, please,” she begs, drawing out the last word as if it had four syllables.
I move between her spread legs and lie on my stomach. She’s wet, the panties soaked with her arousal, and all I want to do now is taste it. Tasteher.I feel like I’ve waited a lifetime for this moment, for the chance to be with this woman.
Now, we’re here.
Her and me.
Together.
And I know I’m never going to be the same.
Chapter Nineteen
Ava
I’m barely breathing as I wait for what’s to come. Every moment of being with Gavin so far has been mind-altering, and we’ve only just begun. The anticipation is almost too much to bear.
He pushes aside my panties, exposing a part of me only a few have ever seen. I wasn’t kidding when I said I didn’t have much experience, but with Gavin, I’m not scared. I’m not afraid to be with him, to give him my body for pleasure. It just means only a couple have ever seen me naked, and none have ever been as close as he is right now.
But I don’t have time to dwell on the fact no one has ever gone down on me before, because Gavin is there, licking my clit and causing my mind to go completely blank. All I can do is feel, and my word, does it feel amazing. He sucks my clit into his mouth, almost causing me to jackknife off the bed. A groan fills the room, and I’m completely oblivious to the fact it came from me.
I gasp when I feel one finger press into me. My muscles are tight but slowly start to relax as he slides in and out. He laps at my clit, licking and sucking it between his warm lips. A part of me wants to cover myself up, but I refuse to let my shyness get the best of me right now. All I want to do is feel.
And let go.
My body starts to tighten like a coil, and when he adds a second finger, the tension and pleasure is almost too much to take. My nipples ache, my limbs are taut, and my orgasm is building. With his mouth on my clit, his fingers buried insideme, he reaches up and pinches one of my hard nipples. The sensations are overwhelming as my hips rock, seeking more.
No,needingmore.
Gavin hums against my swollen flesh. “Let go, Ava. I can feel how close you are. Just. Let. Go.”
His words help push me the rest of the way over the edge. My release explodes through me, blinding my sight and sending me orbiting through space. It feels like I’m floating, my body weightless, as waves of pleasure wash over me. I cry out as he draws out every ounce of euphoria from me until I’m left spent and boneless on top of his bed.
I feel him shift, removing his fingers and crawling up my body. He slides his lips across my chin, my cheek, until they finally land on my lips. He tastes like me, and while it’s new, I don’t completely hate it. In fact, it’s a little…erotic.
“More?” he murmurs against my mouth, his big, warm hand slipping up my side and landing on my breast.
“Yes,” I whisper, arching my chest into his palm and groaning as he swipes his thumb over my sensitive nipple, rekindling the pleasure.
“Are you sure?”
Forcing my eyes open, I stare into his lust-drunk gaze. I take a page from his playbook and run my finger over his bottom lip. He puckers, kissing the tip before sucking it into his mouth. His tongue swirls around my finger, causing warmth to flood my core once more. “More than sure, Gavin. I need you.”
His smile is slow and sultry as he turns his attention to his bedside table. He pulls a new box of condoms out of the drawer and rips the first one out of the package. “I bought these with you in mind. I don’t want you to think I had any other reason to use them.”
“I trust you,” I insist, understanding the immediate truth in the statement.
He reaches down and cups my jaw. “I will never break that trust, Ava.”
He climbs from the bed and starts to remove his clothes. In the past, the act of disrobing always seemed to be done in total darkness, but I’m grateful for a little light coming into Gavin’s bedroom. Watching him take off his clothes is like watching the sunset or ocean waves crash against the sandy beach. It’s beautiful, mesmerizing, and heady. His chest is a work of art, but not as if he spends an obscene amount of time in the gym. You can tell he takes care of his body, both with a physical job and the occasional workout in a gym setting.