“Don’t even think about it.” Rowan’s firm command has me dropping it back to my side. “That pussy is mine to touch, eat, and fuck.” He places his cock on my lips. “Now open up and suck.”
A thrum of electricity rushes through me as I open my mouth, letting him enter. My lips wrap around his velvety wet skin as my hands come to rest on his thighs. I bob my head forward, taking him deeper. Satisfaction rolls through me when Rowan drops his head back, giving up his control.
“Fuuuck.”he groans, curving his large palm around my head. “That feels so fucking good, baby. God, I love your mouth.”
I widen my jaw the best I can to accommodate more of him, while I run my tongue along the underside of his shaft before pulling my head back and teasing his tip, just how he likes.
It’s a heady feeling to be on my knees in front of this enormous man but having all the control while doing so.
Placing my hand at the bottom of his shaft, I continue bobbing over him, licking and sucking him from root to tip. Rowan mumbles his appreciation, groaning as I thrust him into the back of my throat.
But before he can finish, he pulls out with urgency and hauls me up into his arms. I’m not surprised, given the man is all about delayed gratification.
Picking me up so my legs are wrapped around his torso, he leans my back against the wet shower wall, lining us up at my entrance. In one go, he sinks into me, so deep I scream in ecstasy. My walls expand to adjust to his girth, throbbing as he hits my G-spot.
“Watch, baby,” he rasps inside my ear. “Look at my cock filling your greedy pussy.”
And though I can barely lift my head from the wall, I watch as he pummels into me, hard and fast, focused and serious, like he’s on an important mission.
My fingernails dig into his shoulders as I hold on to him for the ride of my life, while his lips devour mine. He kisses me thoroughly, delving his tongue into my mouth, while my back arches off the wall.
He drives into me again and again, cursing under his breath, before he withdraws almost completely and plunders into me again.
The swells of euphoria pull me under, and my body bows once more under him, gripping his cock with a chokehold.
Rowan presses his lips to my neck. “That’s it, baby. Let go and fucking come for me.”
He continues to drive inside me as I descend back to earth before his orgasm pulls him under. But even as he spills inside me, he continues to tell me how much he loves me, how beautiful I am, and how he can’t live without me.
Turns out, my second chance at love might be my sweetest.
“I want you and Kai to move in with me.” His Adam’s apple bobs, and I get the sense he’s nervous. “I want us to be three peas in a pod.”
The idiom is too cute at this point for me to correct.
I study the hard lines of his face and the soft curves of his lips as I lay naked under the blankets on his bed, facing him. Over the past hour, we’ve done nothing but talk and cuddle.
Okay, so we may have done a few more things that resulted in our sheets being a crumpled mess, but that’s neither here nor there.
I find everything about him fascinating–from the way he checks in on his mom and sister daily, to the way he manages a stressful career in the limelight, to his views on life, as if nothing is out of reach. He’s the most genuine and level-headed person I’ve met, and sometimes I’m shocked that he’s only twenty-seven.
“We can’t.” The light dwindles in his eyes, and I rush to clarify, “It’s not that I don’t want to, believe me. It’s just that my best friends and I specifically decided to raise our kids together. That's why I moved here.”
Rowan squints. “So, is this a forever thing? Like you guys will all live together forever?”
I lift up on the shoulder not tucked under me. “Yeah, it’s why Beckett and Cortney moved in with us . . . because that was our pact. At the time, none of us expected to find love again.” I bring our entangled hands closer, brushing my lips over his rough knuckles. “I never expected to find you.”
His lips lift into a soft smile. “But you did. You found me in that locker room and ogled my ass like it was a piece of organic, pasture-raised meat.”
I giggle. “Your world-class ass sealed the deal for me.”
Rowan chuckles. “I don’t know if I should be flattered or worried thatthat’swhat did it for you.”
“Oh, definitely worried.” I nod teasingly.
He and I both laugh again before the mood gets more serious, and I want to clarify a bit more. “Kai is a quiet kid, and it takes him time to come out of his shell. I’m proud of how far he’s come with the other kids in the house. He’s made incredible connections–specifically with Winnie and Liam–and I want to make sure they stay close, you know?”
Rowan whispers, “Yeah, I know.”