“Growing up, my parents were sometimes working multiple jobs to make ends meet. Don’t get me wrong, I never wanted for anything, but . . .” I shrug, “flight tickets weren’t ever in the budget for us. Plus, I watched this movie where the lights on the flight were all off, and you know, the idea of sitting in a small and dark enclosed space while dangling in the middle of the sky just wasn’t something I really wanted to do.”
Hudson swallows, clearly considering his words. “Would you travel with me again?”
I want to tease him about making future plans with me, but I have a feeling that will clamp him up and I’m not ready to have conversations where the ending isn’t clear.
One day at a time, Kavi. One day and one moment at a time.
“You’re the only reason I went the first time, anyway.”
He tucks a strand of my hair behind my ear, his thumb dusting my cheek before he pulls me into a kiss. Our lips explore one another, gentler and less hurried than any time before.
I cradle his face in my hands, my hair pooled on each side as I deepen our kiss and he lets me take control. There’s something so satisfying, so freeing about being able to kiss the man you’re falling for the way you please, without restraint, without thought.
Because you can.
Because he’s yours.
I disconnect my lips from his, staring down at his beautiful eyes, well past the point he’s ever let me see.
He must see the question in my gaze because he lifts to place a kiss on my lips. “What’s on your mind, beautiful girl?”
His husky voice has me pulling my lip between my teeth. “I’ve never . . .” I drop my forehead on his chest, suddenly feeling stupid for even saying anything. My cheeks heat. “Never mind.”
Hudson places his index finger under my chin and lifts my head. “You’ve never what? Tell me.”
I look at him through my lashes. “I’ve never given anyone a blow job, and . . .”
His eyes darken like a moonless night, the bulge under my thigh pulsating with our intermingled breaths. “And . . .?”
“And . . .” I lick my lips, my nipples pebbling as bolts of arousal slide down my spine, pooling at my core. “I want to . . . with you.”
I drag my hand down his taut abs and wrap my fingers around his shaft, tugging and stroking, making him draw in a shuddering breath.
“I want to put you in my mouth,” I say, slithering down his body under the light blanket over us. “I want you to teach me what you like as you fuck my mouth.”
“Jesus.” I hear him say above me as I hover over his erection, loving the sight of pre-cum beading over his tip.
Sticking my tongue out, I go with what my mind tells meto do, licking the beaded cum off the little slit on the head of his cock.
Hudson jerks under me, and I’m about to ask if I did something wrong when his hand wraps around the back of my neck. “Fuck, baby,” he rasps. “That feels so good.”
I do it again, rolling my tongue around his tip a few more times when he says, “Now wrap your lips over the head of my cock and suck.”
I do as requested, covering the tip of his thick cock with my mouth, laving it with my tongue, and sucking. Wrapping my palm over the part of his hardened shaft not in my mouth, I stroke it up and down.
Hudson’s fingers dig into my scalp, an indication that he likes what I’m doing, as I greedily lick and suck his mushroom head.
“Fuck, yes, baby girl,” he hisses, widening his legs under me. “Just like that. Now, drag your tongue down the length of my cock.” He rewards me with another groan when I do exactly that. “That’s it. Now put me back in your mouth, all the way until I hit the back of your throat.”
My center pulses with need as my juices seep out, coating my folds and thighs. Hoping to quell my own need, I drop one hand to play with my clit.
Apparently, he can tell exactly what I’m doing, even with me under the covers.
“Don’t you dare touch yourself,” Hudson commands, tangling my hair in his fist and pulling so I practically pop off his dick. “You don’t come until it’s my fingers, my mouth, or my cock in that pussy.”
I groan as he shoves his dick back into my mouth, telling me exactly what I need to be focused on.
“Now suck my cock like it’s the only thing you were born to do.”