And then I stopped it.
Even if Ana was a goddess and powerful, she’d be consumed too. I’d known it in that instant, and I couldn’t allow it. As she’d said, my love for her, our love, had guided me, stopped me. And in that same instant, I finally gained full control of my void.
It happened so fast I almost couldn’t register it with everything else going on. Just like that — in a moment of full surrender — I’d gained the control I’d spent my entire life fighting for.
I’d spent so long holding myself back, terrified of ever fully letting loose, and miraculously, she’d discovered the one way for me to dominate my void.
Letting go with trust and love.
And with that, the tidal wave of all my other emotions flooding out of me was amplified with love and desire for this amazing woman.
I slammed my cock into her, then stopped.
“Yes,” she cried out. “Come, my love!”
But that wasn’t why I’d stopped.
“I love you, Ana!” The words were torn from me as a scream of ragged joy mixed with all my other jumbled emotions.
I loved her because she’d just shown me one very simple truth which had eluded me all of my very long life: you could never hope to control yourself until you’d fully allowed yourself to lose control.
All my emotions were still tumbling through me, but now that I’d allowed them out, I knew I could live with them, could understand and govern them.
I would have never reached this point of utter awareness if it hadn’t been for Ana, and I knew then, she deserved far more than just some rough sex from me.
I pulled my cock out, drenched in her wetness, and knelt to plant my face between her thighs. I licked her juices from her legs, then clamped my mouth over her pussy and used just a touch of my void to create the most amazing suction on her.
“Oh, great fucking gods!” she cried out, and her body shook with a powerful orgasm. She flooded my mouth and my void sucked the wave of her wetness down, seeking more, more more more.
Leaving her blessed entrance, I pushed myself up her body, kissing with void-infused lips, leaving red marks on her stomach where I’d sucked her flesh. Then I sealed my lips over one nipple, flicking my tongue over the tight bud as I sucked her deep into my mouth.
“Fuck me!” she whimpered, but I wasn’t ready to resume with my cock just yet so I pushed two fingers into her, found her g-spot, and thrust into that as my thumb swirled around her clit.
And when I popped off her nipple, the flesh all puffy and red and swollen, she came again, inspiring me to do the same with her other breast.
“Grey, yes, whatever this is, it’s amazing!” Ana shouted through her bliss.
I pulled back and stood over her, taking in her deliciously sinful form: sweaty and flushed, disheveled and pleasured. Her legs were pressed back, open wide, her hips thrusting up, even though there was nothing for her glistening pussy to push against.
I used my hand — drenched in her wetness — to stroke my cock, coating it again, then slapped my length down on her clit several times, which caused her to cry out and squirm even more. I wanted her pleasure to go on forever, even as my own tornado of unrelenting bliss — along with every other feeling I had — swirled inside me.
“Please,” she whimpered.
I knew what she was asking for, my release, for me to lose control inside her.
“Yes, my goddess,” I whispered, slapping my cock down one last time on her clit before slipping down her folds and thrusting deep inside her.
Her legs wrapped around me, clamping tight, keeping me close. I gripped her sides and pulled her up from the bed. I wanted her next to me while I plunged with abandon into her well-pleasured pussy.
She wrapped her arms around my neck and merged her lips with mine in a ferocious kiss. Her hips rocked and bounced, and I added a touch of my void again, sucking the breath from her, even as I poured forth all my unrestrained desire into her with savage thrusts.
I didn’t have to hold her up, since her legs had a death-grip on my waist, so I slid my hands up to the still-swollen tips of her breasts and teased those extremely sensitive nubs.
Her pussy clamped around my cock, pulsating and milking me, even as she flooded once again. She gasped the last of her breath into my mouth, her eyes rolling up again, and I released her to get some air, as I void-sucked her bottom lip until it was swollen and plump.
Fuck Grey, please!she screamed into my soul.I can’t believe how amazing you are! I need to feel you come… but don’t be surprised if I pass out from pleasure when you do.
Then touch me with your sex, make me explode,I whispered into her soul.