The voices in my head ping-ponged back and forth.
Autumn isn’t dead. She can’t be.
Autumn is dead. She has to be.
“Luz.”
“Sorry, what?”
Joy glared at me through retro-style glasses that were absolutely adorable, but now wasn’t the time for sartorial reflection.
She gestured toward Simone. I looked between them in confusion.
Comfort her, the woman mouthed to me silently.
Merde.
I hadn’t realized how much I’d come to rely on Autumn to help me navigate social situations. Of all people, I was wildly unsuited to helping ease Simone’s fears about her girlfriend.
“The cops are doing everything they can to find her,” I tried.
Simone sobbed even harder, while Joy looked at me like I was an idiot.
What was I supposed to say, that we would find her soon? Everyone knew that girls had been disappearingfrom Hollow Oak for almost a year now, and nearly every single one had turned up dead.
You could save her.
My phone went off, reminding me of my babysitters.
“Excuse me,” I said, not unkindly, rising to slip out of Simone’s dorm room.
Alister and Nixon lurked outside, the former unwilling to let me out of his or Everest’s sight for a second now.
“What’s taking so long?” Nixon asked, taking a drag of the joint he was smoking with flagrant disregard of the university’s bylaws.
I stepped into his space, seething with rage.
Ever since the news of Autumn’s disappearance, I had been barely holding it together around the Blackwells.
“Listen, you putain de merde.” I raised my arms, ready to shove him as hard as I could.
Alister restrained me. “Petite diablesse,” he murmured into my ear.
“Don’t you dare!” I hissed, even as I stilled in his arms. “Autumn is gone! They have her.” I looked up at Alister, teeth bared.
“Luz—”
“You promised to keep her safe”—my voice broke and my eyes burned—“and now the killer has her.”
Alister’s arms sagged around me.
I took my opening and lunged at Nixon.
My nails clawed into his chest as I pushed him hard enough to make the much larger man stumble before Alister caught me again.
“Fuck, hellcat,” Nixon said, bending down to pick up the joint he had dropped.
I practically snarled at him.