Page 50 of His Master

All of the fear and shame and worry that I’d had going into my fantasy with Victor came rushing back on me. Things felt so clear and right when I was with just Victor, but it was really starting to feel like the rest of the world could be a major problem.

There was nothing for it but to blurt it all out to my brother and deal with his scorn on the other side.

“I’m…I’m his slave,” I said quietly. “I want to be his slave,” I added, just so he wouldn’t think I was doing anything against my will.

Hayden surprised me by nodding once in consideration, then saying, “Okay.”

I blinked at him, not certain he understood. “I’ve always wanted to be…like this,” I went on, frustrated because it felt like I wasn’t getting the point across. “I’ve always craved being treated like an object, like something that belongs to an alpha. I’ve always dreamed of an alpha using me for his pleasure, and whatever else he wants.”

“Right,” Hayden nodded again.

“No, I mean that I’ve never wanted to be a paralegal or a modern, progressive omega, like Papa,” I said with more feeling. “I love the lowly way Victor makes me feel. Lowly, but also precious. I’m his to do with as he pleases, and it feels so good, even though it’s the exact opposite of what an omega is supposed to be.”

Hayden laughed a little. “I don’t think omegas are supposed to be anything,” he said.

I gaped at him. “But you are,” I said, throwing an arm out to him, like he was proof. “You loved college. You took charge of your own sexuality. You got an important job right out of school, and you hold your own with Mason.”

“Yeah, but that’s me,” Hayden said, still way too casual for me. “You’ve always been entirely different from me, gentler.”

“Gentler is one thing,” I argued. “But servile? Aren’t you ashamed of me?”

“No,” Hayden laughed. “I think it’s pretty cool that you knew what you wanted, went looking for it, and found it immediately.”

My jaw dropped a little. Hayden’s reaction was the polar opposite of every assumption I’d made about what people would think of me.

“Just to be clear,” I said, holding up a hand and exposing my wrist restraint by accident as I did, “Master and I figured out almost right away that this is more than a fantasy.” I used the word “Master” deliberately. “We want to live like this full-time.”

“Okay,” Hayden said with a nod.

His reaction blew me away. I gaped at him as he detached Junior, who had fallen asleep, from his nipple, then stood to bounce and rub Junior’s back for a minute in case there were any burps.

“Just ‘okay’?” I asked, confounded, as Hayden put Junior down in his crib and covered him with a hand-knit blanket.

“Yeah,” Hayden said with a casual shrug. He turned to face me. “Were you expecting some other reaction?”

“Well, yes,” I said, laughing tightly, my heart beating fast. “I’m your brother, and I’m telling you that I want an alpha to own me and treat me like his property. You know that goes further than just being an ordinary houseomega. In two days, we’ve already done all sorts of depraved things, and I’ve gotten off on them. I knelt under his desk for an hour or so the other day with his cock in my mouth as he worked.”

“Ooh, cock warming!” Hayden said, his expression brightening. “That sounds like fun.”

I shook my head at him, rubbing my temple for a moment. “That’s…I didn’t mean…you can’t….” I let out a breath, giving up the effort to understand Hayden.

“Look,” Hayden said, coming closer and resting a hand on my arm. “You’re my big brother. I love you. Unconditionally.”

Tears immediately stung at my eyes.

“And don’t forget, we share DNA,” he went on with a cheeky grin. “I’m just as kinky as you are.”

I sent him a doubtful look.

“Okay, maybe you’ve got me beat in the kink stakes,” he laughed. “Or maybe not. Mace and I still play. Just last week, when Papa and Dad had Junior overnight, Mace grabbed me off the street, duct taped my hands and mouth, blindfolded me, took me to a hotel, and fucked me.”

My brow rose, but only for a moment. “That sounds almost normal compared to what Victor and I do.”

Hayden smirked. “He inserted a metal rod in my cock then juiced it up with an electric current until I was screaming, and then he fucked me.”

My jaw dropped farther.

Then I smiled.

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