I missed Theo, but each day I survived, I began to realize that I didn’tneedhim. I didn’tneedanyone. Sure, it was nice to have them around, and as much as going through panic attacks and living with a horrid anxiety devil sucked, there was power in knowing I could deal with these emotions myself. I didn’t need someone to hold my hand constantly. I could hold my own damn hand—and damn if I wasn’t proud of myself for that.
I stared down at the designs on the table before me, my mind a whirl of conflicting emotions. Erike was right; this opportunity was everything I had ever dreamt of—to train under his expert guidance, to have my designs recognized and celebrated worldwide—and yet, a crucial piece ofmewas missing.
I ran my fingers over the intricate stitching and elegant lines, thinking of how much better the designs would be if Theo was here helping me. His creative vision, his infectious enthusiasm, the way we pushed each other to be our very best.
I didn’t want fame. I wanted Theo.
My phone buzzed and I glanced down, my heart leaping into my throat as I saw my girl’s group chat was frantically pushing notifications.
Frowning, I opened the messages.
Annie
Mai, I don’t want to alarm you, but someone leaked about you and Theo to the press. It’s bad. Like, really bad
Frankie
They’re ripping him apart in the media and your show hasn’t even aired. NO ONE EVEN KNOWS HIM!
Flo
What’s happened?
Annie
Someone leaked that Mai and Theo were faking their relationship. They’re saying she should have her prize withdrawn
Flo
Who would even know about her winning?
Annie
I don’t know, but I’m about to fucking find out
Frankie
Annie, calm down
Annie
I will fucking not. This is my favorite brother-in-law, and one of my best friends. You better bet your ass I’m throwing down for them
Flo
You only have one brother-in-law
Annie
Beside the point
Flo
Mai? You there? Do you need us to fly to Italy?
Frankie
I’m googling flights