Page 51 of Living Hell

Was I doing something wrong? Why would he want me to stop? Oh God, was I bad at this? After all this time, no one told me? I get it; I had only had one-night stands, but you’d think someone would have mentioned something.

I lifted my head, my lips raw from working his cock.

“Come here so I can kiss you.”

Oh, well, that’s fine. I could do that.

I snaked up his body until I was an inch from his mouth. The side of his face was beginning to darken, and I knew he’d have a bruise. My fingers skimmed the other side of his face. He always had a smooth shave. I wondered what he’d look like with a beard like that sheep farmer that came by Tyler’s office yesterday.

“Are you going to kiss me or was that all a ruse to get me to stop?”

“Why would I want you to stop? That felt incredible. All this is amazing.” He slid his finger down the edge of my collar. Circling my breast, he clasped my nipple between his finger and thumb and pinched.

A spark of electric heat ran from my chest to between my legs. He could play with my tits all day if he wanted.

“Then it was a ruse for you to play with my tits?”

“No ruse. I like kissing you. Then I want to make love to you.”

I twisted the corner of my mouth. “Make love? This isn’t the wedding night. I expect to be fucked and fucked good. Maybe I should pull out my action team and you can start to play with me.”

He tugged at my nipples and a bolt of heat shot down to my core. His fingers slipped into my hair, curled, and pulled me forward. My lips landed on his with force. He’s hungry for me and I’d willingly be his main course.

His kisses softened after a moment and became languid, but his fingers didn’t stop. Now he was holding me up with both hands on my breasts, massaging me into oblivion. I tried to lower my hips, reaching for his cock, but he wouldn’t let me move.

“Not yet, Iona,” he said, pulling away and staring up into my eyes.

There was something in his gaze—more intense than desire. My heart was beating much too fast and I had to get it under control. If he found out how I actually felt about him, all this would disappear, and I never wanted to lose him again. If that meant being a fuck-buddy for a while, that’s fine by me. Love wasn’t a real thing anyway, but heartache was—something I knew all too well.

“Then when? Your cock wants it. I want it. I think you’re outnumbered here.”

His hands left my breasts and I hoped they would move south. No such luck.

Tyler’s fingers slipped into my hair and he lifted his head to nuzzle my neck, inhaling. “Why do you do that?”

“Give good blow jobs? Uh, because I love cock, if you haven’t noticed.”

Goose bumps scattered down my back as he rumbled with laughter. “No. While you sucking my cock was a dream come true and better than I could have imagined, I meant the joking. It’s like you don’t take anything seriously.”

“I take things seriously—my career for one. Why do you think I’m here?”

He pulled back from my neck and what I saw didn’t make me happy. The look in his eyes, the one where he stared at me as if I was more than a dream come true, faded away.

“Yeah, I forgot . . . Stupid me.”

He removed me from his body, gently turning me onto the bed. I lay there staring at him in surprise as he rose from the bed. His cock wilted and with it, my hope that we’d be having hot sex right about now.

“Tyler, that’s not the reason I’m in bed with you. I meant, here in town. In this home. You know that.” I shifted, sitting up but staying on the bed in hopes he’d change his mind and tackle me with his gigantic cock.

His hands ran through his hair as he stood with his back to me. Tyler finally turned and walked to the edge of the bed. I scooted forward, his dick right there, though limper than before.

He cupped my cheek, and I leaned in, wanting more than a caress. His thumb slid over my lip and I nipped it with my teeth.

“There are times I think I know you, Iona. And then there are times I realize how ignorant I am to who you really are. Maybe I’m in love with a fantasy and not the woman who walked into my home and claimed it as her own.”

I jerked my head back and stared up at him with shock in my eyes. “Love?”

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