My eyes meet his. “I know exactly how you feel.”
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RIOT
Mississippi - 2 monthsago
I stroke my cock, my head filled with thoughts of pie and my sweet, sweet Halo.
Of course, nothing’s happened between us because I can never get the woman alone.
And even if I did, she’s not like other girls.
She doesn’t sleep around; something I find extremely hot. But it only made me salivate for her even more. Finding a chick like her is like a diamond in the rough.
She doesn’t just sleep with anybody; she has to feel a connection. Like me. I’m exactly the same way. I also don’t just kick a woman out of my room at the clubhouse when I’m done with her like some of the guys tend to do. They don’t like to cuddle afterward, but that’s where I’m different. I love to cuddle. Not that most of the sweet butts and chicks I’ve been with like doing that, either. I also don’t let a woman fall asleep with me, but that’s for other reasons to do with PTSD and my childhood trauma. That and if I did fall asleep, I wouldn’ttrust myself to not wake up screaming like I do sometimes. Imagining Halo seeing me like that makes me shudder.
“Fuck,” I hiss. My hand squeezes my cock so hard and it feels good. I don’t even need porn when it comes to imagining my kitten beneath me, or better yet, riding my dick. When I think about her tits in my face as I suck on her rosy peaks, I know I’m not gonna last.
I groan loudly and my cum spurts on my stomach as I still and milk myself, wishing she was here to clean me up.
I close my eyes momentarily, letting my ragged breathing settle.
She doesn’t know that I haven’t had sex since I saw her that night in the bar. For me, that’s a record. As sexually charged as she makes me, I want her. Not some other chick. And I’m willing to wait for her. Until this is over. I’ve made it pretty clear what I want, and though I’m not trying to disrespect Star and her mission to get her sister back — heck, I’m all for that — I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t here because I knew Halo would be coming.
I roll up from my position a few moments later, moving into the bathroom to clean myself up. I hop into the shower and wash myself clean. The last twenty-four hours have been hairy to say the least.
Now we’re about to take down one of the city’s biggest traffickers, and who we believe was responsible for Tilly’s — as well as lots of other girls’ — kidnapping in New Orleans. It’s an intricate system, but we’ve put the pieces together with the help of the Ridgehaven Hellions MC, and now these assholes are gonna pay the price.
When I head out, I hit Nevada up outside before Star can overhear us.
“I don’t know about the girls comin’ tonight,” I whisper. “This ain’t a place for women, bro.”
Nevada cocks a brow. “You think I’m gonna be able to stop Star from comin’ tonight? That ain’t happenin’.”
He’s got a point, and he hasn’t claimed Star at the table, so technically she’s not his ol’ lady, but it’s pretty obvious she’s gonna be. I point at him. “I thought your job as a committee member, at the very least, is makin’ sure your ol’ lady listens to you?”
He snorts. “Again, we’re talkin’ about Star. I doubt she’d listen to Jesus Christ himself.”
“Well, I know she enjoys kickin’ your ass, and that part I’m completely down with.” I lower my voice. “But Halo isn’t as street smart as Star, and then there’s Kyle?—”
“They’re gonna be a couple of blocks away in the safety of the van. They’ll be okay and nowhere near the takedown.” He grips my shoulder, giving it a squeeze. “You really like Halo, huh?”
I palm the back of my neck. “I don’t know her.”
“You had a jones for her ever since that night at Whiskey Straight.”
“Says you who had a knife aimed at his balls by his new ol’ lady.”
He grins. “Ain’t love grand?”
I shake my head. “So, she’s it for you, brother?”
“Yep. She’s it for me.” It could be just me, but his chest puffs out a little farther.
“Another one bites the dust,” I mutter.
“You never know when you might find your true love.” He waggles his eyebrows. “Halo’s a good girl, but watch out, Star’s really protective of her, could be your balls in a vice next.”