And then he reached his right hand up behind my neck and pulled my face down to his. Our lips met in a frenzy as all the pent-up longing of the past hour or so came out. Meanwhile, both his hands had returned to their spot below my bra line, and his thumbs skimmed over my nipples through the cloth.
I bucked, which had me rubbing against that bulge, bringing a moan from him. If that was just a taste of what sex would be like, I couldn’t wait.
But I let him lead the way, keeping my hands behind his neck as he ran his hands over my breasts, then around to my back to unclasp my bra. I helped him by shrugging out of the straps, and then he pulled me toward him, pressing my bare breasts against his naked chest.
The feel of his warm body against mine sent a fresh wave of heat to the area between my legs. I didn’t even realize it until he moaned again, but my hips were gyrating, which had me rubbing his bulge and heating things up even more.
Finally, Grayson broke the kiss and looked up at me. His hands scooped beneath my panties, sliding over my butt cheeks. He wanted me, and I couldn’t get enough of that look in his eyes.
My hands went to the fastening of his jeans, and I kept my gaze there as I unfastened and unzipped. I was nervous about what I was doing, worried that it would make him think less of me. Or that I’d be clumsy and fumbly and kill the mood.
But out of the corner of my eye, I could see his lids droop even lower as he gave in to what I was doing to him. He liked this.
That encouraged me to keep going. I scooted back a little and slid my hand inside his underwear, sucking in a breath when my fingers came in contact with his thick, hard erection. Finally, I lifted my gaze, meeting his stare courageously as I touched him, going as far as I could.
He closed his eyes and lifted a little, tugging his jeans and underwear down. That freed his erection, allowing me to stroke him from tip to base, doing exactly what I’d imagined him doing to himself in bed.
“Can I taste it?” I asked.
Oh gosh. Had I just asked that? I hadn’t uttered a profanity, technically, but I never would have imagined those words coming from me. What he said next, though, surrounded me like a warm blanket.
“You can do anything you want, hon. I’m all yours.”
4
GRAYSON
I’m all yours.
Those were the words I’d said, and I meant them. But as the most beautiful woman I’d ever seen tugged my pants and underwear all the way down, then moved between my legs to take my cock in her mouth, I knew this went beyond sex.
My body was hers. My heart, my entire life. My belongings? She could have them all.
I was falling for her. It made no sense, but it was true. Right now, I had a bigger problem, though. Right now, I was having a hard time holding back.
I closed my eyes and held my breath, doing everything I could to avoid coming in her mouth. I had to hold out. Otherwise it’d be a good half hour or more before we could do this again. Before I could fill her with my cock and take her virginity. Mostly, though, I didn’t want to show any sign of weakness.
She took me in as deep as she could, then she pulled back before releasing me and using her hand to stroke me. Then she ran her tongue over my balls.
My eyes popped open at that last one. Not at all what I’d expected. She was a virgin, so of course her movements were alittle awkward, but she was enjoying what she was doing, and that made it even hotter.
Hot wasn’t what I needed right now. What I needed was to cool down.
“Hon, you’re going to have to stop that,” I finally said.
When she looked up at me, it melted my heart. Those eyes were filled with concern. That was the last thing I’d want to do to her.
“If you keep going, I’m going to…”
What word could I use that wouldn’t be too much for her? Come was just wrong. Shoot my load? Ejaculate prematurely?
All that was… No. Just no.
“Have an orgasm?” she asked.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. “Exactly. I want to save it for you. Why don’t you stand up?”
She pushed herself to her feet, eyes still wide, and looked down at me. Something about her towering over me like that heated me up even more.