Page 46 of Papa's Beloved

“They may be better off with my skin and Papa’s eyes. Even in the Black community, you’re judged for your skin tone.”

The ladies looked stunned.

“You mean if you have darker or lighter skin than normal, it matters?”

I nod my head. “My tone is medium black. Where Papa is dark and Deedee is light-skinned. Sometimes darker-skinned folk are jealous of the lighter-skinned folk because they think they have it easier. Like the lighter your skin, the less you’ll be judged by white people. White people absolutely treat light-skinned black people better than our darker skin brothers and sisters.”

“What about other people of color?” Stormy asks.

“I haven’t seen it in my community and as a whole I don’t think Latinx cares what shade of brown you are.”

I hugged the ladies. “No matter our skin tone, thank you for accepting me. Few women would, considering I’ve slept with your husbands.”

Lucia gasps, “You slept with my husband?” She tried to look outraged, but cracked up. “Did he snore then, too?”

I nod my head. “Yes.”

“Okay, okay. Who’s the best in bed?” Stormy asks.

“A lady never kisses and tells. Not to mention I’m in love and that’s an extra level of spice in the bedroom. Papa makes my toes curl and my eyes roll back in my head.”

“Nitro knows things now. He didn’t the first time we were together.”

I smile. “He got shit-faced one night. So much so that he didn’t feel he measured up and asked me a ton of questions. After that, every time he came to me, we spent half the time talking technique and fielding questions. He felt comfortable asking me about women.”

“Oh my God, Nay,” Stormy gasps. “The dolls are like teachers and therapists all rolled into one.”

I laugh until tears roll down my cheeks and my sides ache. Stormy and Lucia joined in.

Chapter 34

Nay

“If you don’t kiss and tell, how about telling us who’s the kinkiest?” Lucia says.

“Depends on your idea of kinky. I think. If you’re asking about who’s into the lifestyle and things. I’ll share a few I know who tell everyone loud and proud.

“You already know Dakota is bisexual. He also dabbles into BDSM. Shibari or rope play is his favorite.”

“Makes sense, cowboy thing and all,” Stormy says.

I nod my head. “True. Havoc and Mayhem prefer to share their women. Although I don’t have personal experience with them, they prefer Kelsi out of all the dolls. I don’t know Deedee as well. She might be their other spit-roast. Tawny and Athena aren’t comfortable with more than one guy at a time.”

“They prefer the two of them with one guy, right?” Stormy asks.

“Yes. They also enjoy having sex with an audience. They won’t have sex with other women because they’re in a committed relationship with each other. They do kiss and fondle other girls, though, if the guys want it.

“Smoke is totally dominant in the bedroom. He is large and in charge. Blue is very tender and sensual. And those eyes, they turn into these deep blue pools that pull you in. He’s very soulful.”

“All this talk about sex has me turned on,” Lucia confesses.

“Me too, and the pregnancy hormones are not helping,” Stormy whines.

“Good thing your men are here to save Hollywood from being ravaged by three sex crazed women,” The unmistakable voice of my man comes from behind me. I turn and smile at my man.

“Hey! Only one of us is crazed,” Stormy mock yells.

We all laugh. I hurry to Papa’s side. He draws me to him and wraps me in his warm embrace. He drops a kiss on the top of my head.

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