Page 16 of Wrapped Up in Holly

I dropped my knees to the side as I dipped my index and middle fingers inside of me, working them in and out.

“They nice and wet?”

“Mm-hmm.”

“Put them in your mouth.”

I didn’t think twice. I stuck my fingers in my mouth, licking off my arousal.

“You taste that? Fucking delicious. My favorite flavor in the whole world.” He sucked in air. “Ah, fuck, Holly. It’s been so long. I’m already so close.”

Without having him direct me, I skated both hands down my body, using one hand to spread me open like he always did and used the other to circle my clit faster and faster.

“You gonna come? You gonna come with me?”

“Yes, Evan, yes.”

“I love hearing you like this. All out of breath. When your back arches and your neck goes red. You close your eyes when you get close.”

“I’m close,” I told him, my eyes closed.

“Get there.”

“I’m there. I’m there,” I moaned, my skin growing hot, my lower back reflexively bowing, my thighs coiling tight.

“Come for me, baby.”

With a few more strokes of my fingers, I was falling off the precipice, my eyes squeezed tight, as I imagined Evan’s fingers digging into my hips while he grunted his pleasure, like he did now. “I’m coming. I’m coming.”

As I came down, my heart rate slowing, my muscles relaxing, I blinked my eyes open and rolled to my side to grab my phone, turning it off of speaker. Weirdly enough, it felt more intimate now after that than while we were doing it.

“Evan,” I whispered.

“Yeah?”

“I miss you,” I said, and his answering, “I miss you more than anything in the world” brought tears to my eyes.

“I’m not sure what’s going to happen.”

“With us?” he asked, the first sign of urgency in his voice. When I didn’t answer right away, he said, “If you want to do this, we’ll make it work. Just like we’re doing with school. We’ll take it one day at a time.”

“Okay.” I rubbed the back of my hand over my eyes.

“Don’t cry.”

I sniffed. “How did you know?”

“Because I know you. I know everything about you. And I just want you to be happy.”

“You make me happy,” I told him, and I swear I heard him smile.

“Go to sleep. I’ll call you as soon as I get out of my exam. Okay?”

“Okay. I love you.”

“Love you, too. Forever.”

Evan

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