Page 38 of Dirty Secrets

“I’m not letting you go,” he practically snapped as he pulled me closer again. “Can we try this for a while? We can just be friends who fuck, right? I’ll teach you whatever you want. I can’t not have you like that again.”

I’d seen his playboy antics before, and this wasn’t it. Logan didn’t beg anyone for anything, and he definitely didn’t give a shit if he had the same sexual partner more than once.

He genuinely wanted me, and I didn’t know how to feel about that.

“You’ll get bored of me. I’m not into adventurous things like gangbangs or?—”

“You’re not a fucking hookup, Raven. I don’t want you to be like those girls who drool over fucking a roomful of guys. I’m selfish, and I don’t particularly want to share you,” he cut in, resting his forehead on mine. “Please say we can keep doing whatever this is for a little longer.”

“You can’t keep your dick in your pants, and I’m not okay with casual hookups with you while you fuck other people.”

“I wasn’t lying when I said last night was the best night of sex I’ve ever had.” My face heated, and he kissed me softly this time, speaking against my lips. “If I’m sleeping with you, then there’s no other girls until we call it off. I promise. You know you can safely experiment with me to find out what things you like.”

“Okay,” I murmured, leaning closer to kiss him and end the conversation.

Logan

I was addicted.

If Raven wasn’t so damn sore, I would’ve fucked her hard against the wall, but I also had to remember that she was new at sex and probably wouldn’t appreciate it.

She deserved more than a quick fuck in an abandoned house.

I had to keep reminding myself of that when her fingers slipped into my pants and hesitated before slipping lower to wrap around my half-erect cock.

“Not here,” I murmured against her lips, making her pull back to look at me with confusion.

“Where then? We can’t go back to the house.”

“You’re killing me,” I groaned, closing my eyes as she kept touching my dick. “I can’t fuck you today. You’re going to be too sore.”

“I don’t care,” she grumbled, a chuckle leaving me.

“You will later.”

She looked deep in thought for a second before speaking, and I almost came in her hand. “Can I give you head then? Teach me that.”

“If you put your mouth on my cock, you’re definitely getting railed,” I warned, not stopping her as she tugged at my pants to get them out of the way. “Fuck, fine. Put my shirt under your knees so they don’t get scraped on the floor.”

I pulled it over my head and handed it to her, and I loved how she did as she was told before kneeling in front of me, curiously staring at my dick.

“How do I do it?”

I wasn’t usually a fan of the whole innocent girl thing, but when it came to Raven, I loved it. Inexperienced girls were a pain in the ass because you had to teach them and remember not to scare them off by being too rough or forward, but I’d take all the time in the world to teach Raven whatever the fuck she wanted.

“You can’t fuck it up unless you bite me,” I joked, not expecting her to just open her mouth and try to fit all of me in there. I locked up my muscles to stop myself from jerking forward and choking her, savoring that first touch of her tongue as she explored my cock with it. “That’s good. Might want to let me know now if you don’t want me to come in your mouth because I’ll forget to ask otherwise.”

She fumbled a little as she returned to stroking me so she could talk. “Will you judge me if I end up spitting it out?”

“Nah. Not everyone swallows.”

A look of determination filled her face as she put me back in her mouth, and I couldn’t help it as I tangled my fingers in her hair. She grew more confident the more I praised her, and it was the hottest thing in the world.

Having a stubborn, defensive woman like Raven on her knees for me was an achievement in itself. She didn’t let anyone see her so vulnerable, but she trusted me.

Bragging about sex was something I did almost daily, but I wasn’t sharing this shit with anyone. This was between me and her, no one else.

I absently thrust down her throat a little and she gagged, but instead of pulling back, she just worked harder.

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