Sorry. I have no filter when I’m exhausted and deprived.
 
 I’m not complaining :-)
 
 Tor
 
 You wrote me a letter. I miss seeing your writing.
 
 I’ll do it more.
 
 Tor
 
 Only you could make the word fucking look beautiful ;-)
 
 LOL thanks
 
 Tor
 
 I don’t think I’ve ever heard you say fuck before.
 
 I didn’t say it, I wrote it. And I was quoting you.
 
 Tor
 
 Someday I’m going to get you to say it :-)
 
 Someday works for me ;)
 
 Tor
 
 Kenz… I’m too tired to fight my feelings tonight.
 
 Good. I’ve declared tonight as being all rules off.
 
 Tor
 
 Oh really?
 
 Yes. Tomorrow we can go back to living in denial.
 
 He’s quiet for a few moments and I wonder if he fell asleep with the phone in his hand.
 
 Tor
 
 Don’t hate me tomorrow when I’m back to normal.
 
 I’ll love you more tomorrow.
 
 Tor
 
 You’re really killing me tonight. It’s not fair.
 
 I like honesty, Tor. If this is the only way you can do that with me, I’ll take it.
 
 Tor
 
 This would be easier if you would just push me away, ya know.
 
 Sorry. No can do. :-)