I was being such a fucking cliché.
I know. I’d heard of this happening before, when a submissive person met a dominant type who knew how to press all the right buttons. Of course, I was forming a bond with Jacob. He’d been learning my body for days; he knew exactly how to touch me. But I also knew that everything between us was more than likely temporary, just something happening because we were in close proximity to each other. Jacob probably thought it was fun to have aneedy subwhile he was snowed in while on the job. But outside of that?
There was no way Jacob wanted that. Wanted me.
“You awake?” Jacob murmured, from his place next to me in my bed. After the photoshoot, we’d ended up in my bedroom, his cock deep inside of me all over again. I’d practically begged him for it, begged for his hands all over me.
A needy sub, indeed.
“Yeah, but I was just about to get up for the day,” I replied, shifting away from him. I could tell it was already daylight outside, with cracks of dawn shining around the curtain in my window. “I could grab you a coffee or something if you want?—”
“What are you doing?” Jacob pulled me back toward him, until his arm was wrapped across my waist.
“What do you mean?”
“You don’t want to hang out with me a little more?” Jacob grinned. “It just kind of seemed like you were trying to run off.”
“No, that’s not—” I shook my head. “I just realized that we spent a lot of time together yesterday, like, pretty much all of it when I wasn’t working.”
“And?”
“And I don’t want it to be too much. I don’t want you to think that I’mtoomuch.”
“Why would I think that, Leo?”
“Because I don’t want to be… a needy sub.”
“What?” Jacob quirked an eyebrow in confusion. “Leo, what are you talking about?”
“I’ve heard of this happening before, you know,” I started. “A submissive type meets a dominant type and starts to get all needy and weird around them. And I get how that’s probably something you like when we’re in bed together, but you don’t want me following you around like a puppy dog or being jealous and weird if you’re hooking up with someone else?—”
“Hooking up with someone else?”
I shrugged. “I get how this works. I’m not allowed to hook up with anyone else, but that doesn’t mean that you can’t, right? Which is fine. Like I said, I’m not needy?—”
“I don’t want to hook up with anyone else, Leo.”
“Oh.”
“I thought I made that pretty clear?” Jacob pulled me even closer to him. “You’re mine, but I’m yours, too. It goes both ways.”
“Sorry. I just thought?—”
“Still apologizing, huh?” Jacob grinned again as he pressed a finger against my mouth. “It looks like I still have a lot to teach you about that.”
Before I could say another word, Jacob’s hand was sliding down into my boxers, his fingers wrapping around my shaft. I shifted myself up, just enough to press my mouth against his, my tongue sliding against Jacob’s. I groaned into his mouth as he played with my cock, my body warming at his every touch.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
That fever dream feeling was taking over again. It felt so good to be in Jacob’s arms like this, to feel like I was fullyhis. I tried to shake myself out of it as I reached a hand down toward Jacob’s shaft, my fingers almost reaching his tip…
Right before he brushed them away.
“You don’t want me to touch you?” I murmured, my precome leaking all across his fingers as he continued to stroke me.
“I just wanted to watch you come,” he murmured back. “I love the way your face looks when you’re coming for me, baby.”
I nodded against him, as my cock grew harder and harder in his grip. I would’ve been embarrassed about how easy it was for Jacob to make me come, but he’d never made me feel that way about it. Instead, he seemed to encourage it, like he wanted to see how many times he could make me come whenever we were together.