“You’ll talk to us first?”
“Absolutely.”
I don’t know if I want to kiss him or hit him for what he’s put us through, but he looks so forlorn that I just go to himand put my arms around him. Rafe joins me and clings to us both.
“Con,” I say against his chest. “You know I hate you right now. I love you, but I also hate you.”
His answer is to wrap his warm, strong arms around us both and say, “I hate me too right now.”
My heart is pounding in my ribcage, the swell of emotions too much. It’s like a buildup of electricity that needs discharging, the same way lightning needs to strike the ground. Constantin explained his actions, and whilst I understand them, I’m still not ready to forgive him, not just yet. I expected to feel whole again, but I’m too keyed up. I look over at Rafe and he still wears a slightly bewildered expression, like he’s still processing.
“Con, I think you need to apologise more.”
“I—” he starts, and I place my fingers against his lips.
“Not like that.”
He tilts his head at me, and I see his eyes darken as he catches my meaning. He grabs my hand and one of Rafe’s and leads us inside, kicking the door shut and pulling us up the stairs with him. I direct them into my room.
I shut the door, and he pushes me up against it.
“I’m sorry,” he utters in a low, gravelly voice before he kisses me. Then he lines Rafe up next to me, muttering the same words before he kisses him as well.
When he draws back, he frowns slightly, swinging his head between us.
“See, this is the problem. How can I choose?”
“You never have to,” I say, dropping to my knees and taking the decision out of his hands.
I unbuckle his belt and pull down his jeans to release his cock, watching it bob in front of me. “I thought I was apologising,” he chuckles slightly.
“You will,” I say before taking as much as I can into my mouth in one go. He returns to kissing Rafe as I ply my tongue to him, enjoying the little twitches his pelvis makes under my touch.
I pop off him and stand, knowing exactly what I want. I peel off my T-shirt and instruct Constantin to finish getting undressed. I kiss Rafe and then explain it to him, checking in with him that he’s all right with it.
“Fuck yeah, I want to try that,” he says, pulling his own T-shirt off and undressing.
I find some lube and condoms and toss them onto the coverlet.
Then I lead Rafe to the bed and ask him to kneel up. I kneel in front of him, and we kiss. I grab his arse and pull us closer, so we’re pressed chest to chest, our cocks grinding against each other. I know I’m doing this mostly to give Constantin a show to prove to him just what he’d be missing. I hear him groan, and look over at him fisting his own cock. I smirk at him, and he gives me a dark, lustful look. He gets the message that he understands, but as punishments go, it could be a lot worse. I return to kissing Rafe senseless, enjoying him trying to find some friction against me.
I lie back on the bed and pull Rafe on top of me. He kisses down my chest, but he doesn’t waste too much time, feeling the urge as much as I do.
He gives my cock a couple of long, slow sucks before sitting back on his heels.
He turns his head to flash a smile at Constantin, whocomes over and kneels behind him, kissing the back of his neck.
Rafe picks up the condoms and passes one to Constantin. I see him murmur against Rafe’s neck, who nods. I love how he cares and checks in with Rafe—consent is sexy.
Constantin runs his hand down Rafe’s back and pushes him forward, so he leans over me on all fours. I take the condom packet off him and open it, sheathing him as Constantin does the same to himself. I pop open the lube, squirting some into my hand before taking Rafe’s cock and slowly running it down, up, and down, watching him relax as Constantin lubes his fingers and gently preps him. I enjoy seeing how much he loves this, and he’s soon thrusting into my hand before pushing back onto Constantin’s fingers. Constantin withdraws and coats himself with more lube before lining up with Rafe’s hole.
“You ready,precioso?” Constantin murmurs and Rafe nods. Constantin presses forward slowly and a smile forms on Rafe’s face.
“Wow, that feels good,” he whispers, and I smile with him as I know exactly what he means. Constantin bottoms out and stops for a minute, letting Rafe get used to the feel of him before gripping his hips and giving a few slow thrusts.
I lean up and give Rafe a quick kiss before I get on my knees and back up to him. Feeling his cock against my entrance, I push back, taking all of him in one go.
“Unnngh,” Rafe lets out, and I huff a laugh. Then Constantin starts to move, and I feel the power of his thrusts transfer through Rafe and into me. I brace my forearms and let them pound into me. It’s glorious and I give in to the motion. Feeling the delicious way he nudges my gland elicits a deep moan. Rafe pecks kisses across my back and a warmth builds in me. Only now does my brain settle, and my body feel grounded and wholly connected to those I love. I turn myhead to see Rafe twist his body to kiss Constantin, then he leans down to capture my lips too.