Page 60 of Love Restored

He laid the flowers he’d brought on Cynthia’s grave and let out a breath. “I love you, baby,” he whispered. “Be good up there. And when my time comes, I want a hug, okay? I think about you every day, even when I’m learning to love again. You taught me that I could feel and just be. You’re my everything, darling, and because of that, I learned I could have more. So, thank you, baby girl. Rest in peace, Cynthia. Rest in peace.”

And with that, he walked with Candice out of the cemetery, leaving her at her car as he made his way to his. He wouldn’t see his ex-wife again until they met up at the gravesite. Even then, he wasn’t sure they’d even come at the same time. They weren’t the same people they once were, but he had a feeling that they were becoming the people they needed to be.

And it was because of Blake that he was able to be that man.

He just hoped she’d give him the chance to do it.

It took four days to make the appointment, and by the time he’d stepped into Montgomery Ink, his nerves were fried. There was probably an easier way to come face-to-face with her, but this had been the first thing that had come to mind. Of course, he was physically putting his body on the line to do it, but what was a little pain when it came to love and finding out if forever was a done deal or not?

When he opened the door to the shop, Derek raised a brow at him but didn’t stop working. Maya just shook her head and pointed to the back area where Blake would hopefully be. As Maya had been part of the planning process for this, he hoped she was still on his side.

“Here goes nothing,” he mumbled to himself.

“Just don’t fuck it up,” Derek called out, and the others laughed.

He flipped them off and made his way to the piercing room in the back of the shop. She stood there with her back to him, reaching up for a box of gloves. The action pulled on her shirt and let him glimpse a peek of her skin. Her ink.

He loved everything about this woman, and he’d be damned if he let her push him away forever.

“Blake.”

She turned on her heel so quickly she ended up dropping a stack of boxes. Since the top one had been open, gloves went everywhere. One box landed near his foot, and he calmly bent to pick it up.

“I think you dropped this,” he said slowly. Smooth, Gallagher. Real smooth.

“You’re here,” she breathed. “What are you doing here?”

“I have an appointment.”

Her eyes widened, and she tossed the boxes on the counter. “You? But I thought this was for a guy named Steve. He wants his nipples pierced or something. I don’t know since Maya took the appointment.” She snorted. “I take it you’re Steve, but do you really want your nipples pierced?”

Graham moved forward slowly so he wouldn’t spook her and cupped her face. “Yeah, I think I do. But first, I want you to know I love you, Blake. I love you so fucking much. It hurt like hell to walk away from you and Rowan when you asked, but I did because you asked. Don’t make me leave again, Blake. Don’t tell me to walk away. Because I will. Only for you. But you know what? Every time you tell me to walk away, I’ll come right back. I love you, Blake. Be with me. Take me back.”

He hadn’t meant to blurt that out so quickly, but apparently it had been the right thing to say because a smile spread over her face.

“Say it again.”

He frowned. “All of that. Because I don’t know if I can get it all down the right way a second time.”

She shook her head. “No, not all of it. Just the part where you tell me you love me.”

He grinned then and rubbed his thumbs along her cheekbones. “I love you, Blake Brennen.”

“I love you, too, Graham. I’ve loved you a lot longer than just today, too.”

He was pretty sure his heart was going to burst from his chest at those words, but he didn’t crush his mouth to hers, not yet. He was almost forty years old, and had never felt anything like this.

“I know I shouldn’t have pushed you away,” she continued. “I knew I was making a mistake as soon as I watched you walk out the door. Only I didn’t know how to tell you that I was an idiot and I wanted you in my life. I suck at making good choices, and I thought that being with you was the wrong one. But hell, I made things worse because I kept second-guessing myself. You’re it for me, Graham. Don’t walk away again, even when I ask. Just be there with me, even when I’m a little crazy, and I’ll be right by your side when you do the same.”

He snorted. “Calling me crazy?”

“Yeah, but that’s why we fit.” She closed her eyes and let out a breath. “Damn it, you totally stole my thunder, you know.”

He tilted his head. “Huh?”

She rolled her eyes. “I was actually going to come to you today since Rowan is at school finally, and I had a free afternoon. Then Maya made this appointment, and I couldn’t get out of it. Turns out it was you!” She shook her head, laughing. “I can’t believe it was you.”

“I would have been here sooner, but you were booked yesterday and had taken some time off to be with Rowan. She doing okay, babe?”

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