Page 87 of Primal Bonds 1

I shifted my gaze to the man, looking peaceful in his sleep. Oh, fuck, he looked so handsome, and my heart skipped.

I wanted him. I wanted this man. I wanted to make love to him. I wanted to touch him and kiss him and…

I came down and mindlessly took his erect cock into my mouth. He was big and hot and hard, and it felt right. It felt fucking good just licking and sucking his cock.

Ah, fuck, just the thought of Adam’s massive cock penetrating my butthole made me want to come already. I wanted it grinding deep inside me and pounding into me relentlessly. I wanted Adam to fuck me hard and furious.

I licked him and kissed him and sucked him some more, all the while my body ached, anticipating the very idea of being ravished and fucked until I was breathless and dazed.

Yes, only a bit more now, and I could have Adam deep inside me. Just a bit more until he was so damn stiff and hard. I wanted him to be very hot and very hard and very ready and…

I felt Adam groan and move, but I didn’t care. I just wanted to be fucked by Adam. I wanted it so badly it hurt. My whole body hurt. My heart hurt. I was feverish for Adam.

I continued sucking him, moving my head up and down, Adam’s cock growing stiffer by the second and then…

A pair of hands wrapped tightly around my arms and I was yanked back, Adam’s cock popping out of my mouth in the process.

No. No. I wanted Adam. I wanted his cock inside me. It wasn’t ready yet. It needed to be harder and hotter and…

“Shiro!” Adam yelled at me, and I gasped, finally shifting my gaze to look at his face.

The moment I saw the dark, intense look in his eyes and hard expression on his handsome face, I knew I had done it. I was in deep shit. I had crossed the line of no return.

Fear and horror overwhelming me, I shook severely as my heart raced, pounding so hard inside my chest I thought it might just burst out of my chest.

Adam looked pissed as hell. He looked like he was holding on by a thread.

“What the fucking hell are you doing?” he asked through gritted teeth, his voice frigid.

“I…” I managed to get out but that was it. I felt my throat tighten with emotions. What could I say? That I just wanted him and his cock so badly that I did this?

“Fuck!” he said loudly and then let me go. “I needsome air.” He moved out of bed and stalked out the door, naked.

Suddenly, I felt this overwhelming emotional pain crushing me, making it hard for me to breathe and I felt sick to my stomach, cold sweat rushing over me.

Adam was angry with me. He was mad at me. What did I do? Was it over? Would he kick me out now?

The fear came again, washing over me and paralyzing me stiff.

No, I didn’t want to lose Adam. Not Adam. I couldn’t afford to lose him. I loved him, and I couldn’t imagine my life without him. I had to apologize and…

Fuck, I didn’t care. I just needed to apologize. I just had to.

I scrambled out the door after him, my heart pounding hard inside my chest.

“Adam…” I called out weakly. “Adam…”

I saw him outside on the balcony across the living room, looking out at the vast city before him, his face a hard mask. Licking my lip, I took in a deep breath and then made my way to him. My legs still felt weak, my cock still hard, and my butthole still felt so fucking achy, but I didn’t pay those any attention. Adam was more important.

The night air was cold, but that didn’t ease the heat of my feverish body. Coming to stand behind the man, I said softly and hesitantly, “Adam?”

He stiffened at the sound of my voice, and I felt like crying. Actually, I was crying, with tears brewing in my eyes. Just the fact that he refused to turn to look at mehurt me that much, but I knew I deserved it, doing that to him.

I licked my lips and said, “Adam, I’m sorry.”

He finally turned to me then and stared at me. “You did this before, didn’t you?”

I widened my eyes.This?He meant me sucking his cock while he was sleeping, right?