Page 60 of Celestia, Year Four

"I'm not here. I'm invisible forever."

"It wasn't that-"

"It was horrible! I'm not like that I swear! I mean… I'm a bit horny and did masturbate a few times when you weren't here…and did miss you a ton… and feel like you may not want me intimately like the others..." I trailed off when I choked on a sob. "I'm being stupid."

"You're not being stupid, Celestia." Odion lifted my hands gently from my face to see my heart broken expression as I continued to cry.

"Here I am crying over the fact we haven't had sex because I'm put off by doing anything that could hurt you. I know kissing is fine, but other than that, I don't know what's a boundary and what's not. When you kissed me before you left, I thought we'd do more. I wanted to step it up too, so you'd know, but I'm scared of pushing you away. Now I'm crying over it when I should be comforting you after your nightmare… I just feel like I messed up and want a redo," I concluded.

Odion's gaze softened, and he leaned down to kiss me.

"That doesn't make you stupid, my Queen. You waited because you thought about me and my past. You didn't push because you wanted both of us to enjoy the moment. There's nothing wrong with our bond. It's fine and there. I just..." He glanced away for a second and continued."It's hard for me to do… soft sex? I guess that's the term,"

"Soft sex? You mean… like slow and intimate type?" I asked for clarification. He nodded.

"Because of what happened… with my Master and all… I get turned on differently, Celestia. I haven't had slow, passionate sex with anyone. I don't know how it feels or if it will even… turn me on enough to cum. I've always had to be the one to please someone and it had to be fast and involve pain. I held back because I didn't want to hurt you… or push you away with my weirdness."

"Odion… that's not weird. You could have just told me."

"I don't like talking about it cause it's embarrassing. It's not like I can ask my brother or the others. They barely know me.Aaron isn't helpful either. I want to please you the right way. I want to make love to you, not in haste, but to give you as much pleasure as I can and enjoy it at the same time. I just… was overthinking it and whenever I wanted to make a move, I felt hesitant. I'm sorry."

He gave me another kiss, this one a lot deeper than the last and I broke it to press my forehead against his.

"I'm sorry too. I'm still learning, and I want to know more about you. I know your past is hard to talk about, so you don't need to go into details about it. I just want the best for you and I want to learn more about you. Like your hobbies, and what you do on patrol. I know we don't have time with what's going on, but I don't want you thinking I'm not interested in you. Or that you're not enough, because you're more than enough and I'm happy to spend every moment with you."

I kissed him then and whispered against his lips.

"I love you, Odion Meadow. You've shown so much kindness before I even knew you! The person I've gotten to watch grow has shown so much love to me during my time in the Dark World. It just proves that no matter what element one is born with, they, too, can be kind, loving, and be loved by others."

A tear ran down his cheek and he gave me a wide smile, one filled with joy and hope.

"I love you more, my Queen. More than I ever thought I could love a person. You're the light I wished for years to see at the end of the tunnel. You're the reason I continue to live and breathe."

He claimed my lips with his own, and his hand slipped into my hair.

The kiss was slow but filled with intensity, and when I moaned, he let his tongue lick my bottom lip before thrusting it into my mouth.

Our tongues touched and intertwined, while my body grew hot with arousal that splashed over me. His free hand left myhair and trailed down to my right breast, gently cupping and making me moan at his touch.

I was so glad that this shirt was the only piece of clothing on my body, something easy to remove and one step less from me enjoying his body pressing against mine.

His eyes darkened and began to shift to black as I bit his bottom lip, tugging at it slowly.

"Your eyes are black like mine, my Queen," he whispered, but the level of satisfaction and pride in those words made me grin in delight and kiss him once more.

I couldn't care less at what was going on with me. My focus was only Odion, enjoying every bit of his presence and hoping to demonstrate how much I loved him.

We kissed and kissed while my hands took over, running over his bare chest. My nails sank into his hot skin when he released my lips and kissed me hard on the sensitive spot of my neck.

His hot breath tickled my flesh and contributed to my pulsing pussy that was ready for him.

"Odion… please," I begged.

Slow sex was amazing but absolutely torturous when all you wanted was to be filled by your lover's cock and brought over the edge over and over again.

He must have felt the same way, giving me one last hickey on my neck before he leaned back and worked on removing his boxers.

I leaned up to give him a teasing kiss and broke it to lift his black shirt off me.

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