Page 65 of Gray Area

I smile against her throat. “Don’t worry, Baby, I’m going to make you feel so good, I promise.” I slide my hand around to her jeans, pushing them down as I do. Once there is enough room, I reach in to feel my girl, and she is slick with her need. “Oh, Vivian, you are so ready for me,” I tell her as I slide my fingers lightly over her, pressing just enough into her clit and then going lower, making her groan. I move my mouth down her body and pull her jeans down and off as I do.

I release her hands, put her thighs over my shoulders, and lean down to her weeping pussy. I kiss her inner thigh on one side of her, the smell hypnotizing me, but I move over the promised land and place another kiss on her other inner thigh, and finally I drop my lips gently on her folds.

Vivian sighs with relief, her body relaxing in my arms as I move my mouth over her, my tongue leisurely studying every part of her. I move over her clit and tease it lightly. I want to make her spent with need, but the sounds she’s making are just pushing me close to the edge. My cock strains against my zipper, and I work to keep my body still, for fear that any friction will have me come before I have even gotten my cock out.

I slide a finger up and inside of Vivian as I move my lips over her clit, working her with my tongue at a steady pace. Vivian writhes against my mouth and hand, chasing her release. I add another finger and slide in as I suck on Vivian’s clit, and she starts to shudder, her walls clutching my fingers. Her moans and breaths come quicker as I curl my fingers inside of her and she flies apart.

“Declan,” Vivian cries as she explodes against my mouth.

The sound of my name on her lips as she comes is almost my undoing. My cock has had it with waiting. I fumble with myjeans as I race to open them and shove them quickly off. I crawl up Vivian and kiss her as I slide my painfully hard cock into her slick satin channel. It feels unbelievable; it has never felt this amazing, this close.

And I realize I am not wearing a condom.

I have never, ever had sex without a condom since I punched my V-card at 15. And I am completely paralyzed as my mind wars with my body. Vivian notices I have frozen, and she places soft kisses along my jaw.

“What’s wrong?” she asks, her voice still breathy.

“I need to get a condom,” I say, my voice coming out so strained, I don’t recognize it with my own ears.

Vivian locks eyes with me, and she licks her lips. “I’m on birth control,” she says. “I’ve gotten the shot since I was sixteen.”

My brain cannot compute what is happening or what she is saying. I need it totally spelled out for me. “What are you saying?”

“We don’t have to use one, unless you want to,” she tells me, as she clenches around me.

I shudder and close my eyes. “Are you sure?” I ask. I can’t look at her, because it clouds my thoughts. Some primal unevolved portion of my brain wants me to keep going.

But when Vivian says yes, I look right at her and move myself back and almost all the way out of her, then slam forward and sheath myself with her. Vivian slides her legs up and around my hips. I lean back on my knees and hold her hips up off the bed, and watch as my unsheathed cock slides in and out of her perfect pink pussy.

“Oh God, Vivian, my cock fits you so fucking perfectly,” I say as I slide almost all the way out and sink slowly back into her. I look up and see Vivian blushing from my words, her eyes closed. I can’t have that. I don’t want her to be embarrassed about anything I say about her, about us.

I move back off the bed, keeping myself inside her and taking her with me as I do until I am standing. Vivian grabs onto my biceps and wraps her legs around me with the sudden motion, and I turn us to set her on the edge of my dresser. The height is perfectly at my hips, and I slide out and back into Vivian.

I move a hand into her hair. “Look, Baby,” I say, pointing her face down to see where we are connected. “Look how perfect we fit together. Look how beautiful you are.”

Vivian watches as I move in and out of her, the slow movements making me sweat as I try to hold on to control. I look away from us to see Vivian lick her lips. “That’s so hot,” she says.

It’s too much; I can’t hold back anymore. I claim her mouth and tilt Vivian’s hips back just slightly and pick up the pace. “Come for me again, Baby. Come on my cock,“ I demand and hasten my pace even more.

Vivian complies, lifting herself to meet my thrusts, and I follow immediately behind her, pumping my bare cock in and out of her. I slow after I have finished and watch as our wetness seeps out around me. I kiss Vivian slowly, allowing our heartbeats to return to normal before I move out of her and carry her back to my bed.

“That was incredible,” I tell her, and Vivian nods with a small smile. I never saw her coming into my life, but now that she is here, I can’t imagine being without her.

Chapter 36

VIVIAN

Declan and I spend all afternoon in bed, and I have not one complaint about it. Yes, we do need to finish our project—I missed the last class because of the fire—but it is nearly done, and since I am staying with him, we will have time to do it whenever.

I love being with Declan. I can talk to him about school and work and my past now. I’m not ashamed or scared to let him in anymore. He has proved himself to me. I talk to him about my plans, and he tells me about how he wants to expand his family business. I can’t help but get my hopes up that this is it. That he is my knight in shining armor I have always dreamed of. He has for sure saved me, and I feel so alive with him. I have such deep feelings for him, it kind of makes me believe in true love. And I’ve never believed in anything.

We get out of bed in the early evening, and I ask Declan if he wants me to cook him dinner tonight.

“Uh, actually my Dad cooks dinner for us on Friday nights,” he says.

“Oh,” I say, trying to cover up my complete disappointment. “Okay, I’ll just, uh, pick myself up some—”

“Vivian, you’re coming too,” he says, interrupting me.

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