Sheshudders,thepainaphysicalforceIcanfeelinmyownwrist.
Idon'tknowifshe'sright,butshebelieveswhatshe'ssayingwithherentireheart.
Hereyesmistover,andhervoicedips,cracking. "Apparently,I'mnotgoodenoughtobetheShadowQueen'sheir."
Agrowlescapesme,andtheotherthreemenflinchandmaketheirownsharpsoundsofdisapproval.
"Impossible,"Jianyusaysfiercely.
"Ifanything,thebracerwasn'tgoodenoughforyou,"Itellher,andthatdoesn'tmakesense.Noneofthisdoes.
AndyetI'mstandingbyit.Thebracergaveherpowerandconfidence.Itprotectedher--andforallweknow,itledhertousinthefirstplace,soIcan'tregrethercomingintoitsorbit.
Butitalwayscast--forlackofabetterword--ashadowovereverything.Itwassneaky,hidinginplainsight,impossibletoseeuntilapersonknewthatitwasthere.HerdecisiontohideitfrommeandJianyunearlythreatenedtodriveawedgebetweenusall.
Sheseesitslossasadevastatingendtohermagic.
Butwhatifit'sjustthestart?
Shelooksdownatherwrist,hereyeswatery.Guileless,sheconfesses, "Ithoughtitwasmydestiny."
Stormistheonetospeakupthistime. "Theonlyonewhodecidesyourdestinyisyou,Ember."
Sheliftshergazetohis,andtheirhistoryaddsaheavinesstotheair.
Thenshelooksaway. "ButRookandRhiannonsaiditthemselves--onlyanobjectofhugemagicalpowercanallowaShadowDragontocreateportals,ordoanyofthekindofstuffI'vedone."
"ArewesuretheBracerisbeyondrepair?"Jianyuasks.
Sheletsoutanuglychuckle. "Itseemedprettyshatteredtome."
"WeshouldhaveRhiannontakeacloserlookatit,"Stormcounselsher.
Shenods. "You'reright.AndMariutzaandDelaynie."Shefrowns. "Rook,too,maybe.ThoughI'mhalf-afraidtoshowittohim."Shelooksfromoneofustothenext. "Afterallofthis,IguessIshouldtrusthim,but..."
"He'ssketchy,"Iagree. "HewastheShadowKing'sright-handmanforhowlong?"
Shetakesherlowerlipbetweenherteeth. "Hisentirelife,asfarasIcantell."
Maliktapshischin,hisgazegoingtosomeplaceinthedistance. "Therearescholarsineachofthekingdoms.IfourShadowDragonfriendscan'tfixthebracer,perhapsoneofthemmightbeabletohelp."
"Uh,notsureifyourecall,butwe'rekindofpersonanongratainallfourofthekingdomsatthemoment,"Iremindhim. "WhatwiththeShadowKinghavinginfiltratedthemandall."
"Butifwecan'tfixthebracer..."Emberfrets,worryingherhands.
"Wedon'tneedit,"Jianyuinsists.
Storm'sbrowsfurrow--likehedoesn'tdisagreewithJianyu,buthe'snotsoldonourbeingabletodefeattheShadowKingwiththepowerofoursheerawesomenessalone. "Therehastobesomethingelse.Someotherwaytotapbackintoyourabilities."
Andhe'sright,themotherfucker.Ofcourseheis.
"TheCrownOfCinders."ThewordsareoutofmymouthbeforeIcaneventhinkaboutwhetherornotit'sagoodideatospeakthem.
ButIfeeltherightnessinmychest.Thefire.
Everyoneturnstolookatme.Jianyufrowns. "Wedon'tevenknow--"
"Ifit'sreal?"Ilaugh. "Everythingthat'shappenedsofarherehasbeenstraightoutoflegendandmyth.Whynotthis?"