Ipaythemnomind,allofmyattentiononmymate.
"Butyougainedsomething,too,"Iremindher.
Linesofconfusionappearbetweenhereyes,asifshedoesn'thaveacluewhatI'mtalkingabout--butshedoes.Onthemostprimallevel,sheunderstands.
Serpentineslitsappearinhereyes.
"Youcalledforthyourdragon."Afaintroarechoesinmybreath. "Andsheanswered."
Emberneedsawin.Andwhatintheworldcouldpossiblybeabiggervictorythanthis?
"So?"sheasks,trembling.
"So?"Itastethebiteofaburningflame. "Beforeyoudecideeverythingishopeless,letthatdragonout."Myowndragoneclipsesmysenses,myentirebeingeruptingwithheatandneedandpower. "Andlet'sseewhatshecando."
Chapter
Five
EMBER
I'vespentmyentireadultlifetryingtosummonmydragon,onlytobecrushedwhenthecageofmyribsclosesinonher,trappingherwithinme.
Consideringthedisappointmentsofthelastfewdaysandhours,apartofmeisalreadybracingmyself.MydragonEmerged,butshe'sbeenquietallmorning.I'mgoingtotrytoshift,andshe'sgoingtogetstuck--Icanfeelit.
ButRafe'seyesareglowinggold,thebeastwithinhimeclipsingtheman.Theaircrackleswithripplingheat,andonlypartofitisthemagicofhisinnerfire.
Theconnectionbetweenmeandmymatesisflameandneed,burningbrighterthantherisingsun.Allaroundme,mymenareshakingofftheirhumanness.Jianyu'smusclesrippleandtense,silverscalemanifestingitselffromsmoothskin.Storm'sdragonriflestheairasbrightwingsburstforth.Malik'slithe,glisteningbluedragontakestothesky.
Rafeholdsouthishand.
AndIreachinward.
Please--
Mydragonsoarsintomyconsciousness,andeverythinggoesstill.
Forasecond,myfleshisunyielding.Mystomachdrops,andIcurlmyhandsintofists,beggingthewayI'vealwaysbeggedbefore.Doubtsredoubleinmymind,myfailurestastinglikeashonmytongue.I'mnotenough,I'veneverbeenenough--
Blacksmokefillsmylungs.
Andtheneverythingiseruptingatonce.
Witharoarthatrendstheair,mydragonexplodesfrommychest.Myself-deprecationdiesinthepurplerushofsearingwind,mydragonincensedandjoyful,andasmyvisionexpands,mywingsunfurling,allofmyhumanconcernsfallaway.
Inacloudofdeepvioletshadow,myebonydragontakestothesky.Thegleamofmyscalesisdullerthanitwasonmyfirstflight,thepurplestreaksinmyhidelessvibrant,butwhoamItoquestionanything?
I'mamotherfuckingdragon.
Mydragonwhoopsandhowls,flyingusinaloop-the-loopthroughthewakingsky.Therainbowsinthewebbingofmywingsshineintheearlydawnsunlight,andmymatesarethere.
Ilaugh,tearsofdesperationandreliefevaporatingasIflyfromRafe'sbold,reddragontoMalik'sgleamingblueone.Jianyu'ssilverywingsgrazemine,andStormswoopsbeneathme,takingmeinwithanappreciationthatglowswhitehotinourbond.
Mydragonheartisbiggerthanmyhumanbodyeverwas,andstill,itfeelstoofull.
"Thereyouare,"Rafespeaksintomymind,andthetenorofhisdragonvoiceissorichanddeep,itvibratesthroughmyverycenter.
Jianyu'swingtipsghostalongmytail. "Magnificent."