MygazegoesautomaticallytotheshatteredpiecesoftheShadowBracer,stilllyingontheground.
"I--it--"Ichokeonthewords,myeyesstinging,butI'mnotgoingtocry.Iwon't. "Idon'tknowwhathappened."Ilookupatmymates,whostarebackatmewithexpressionsofconcern,dismay,love. "Onesecond,Iwasontopoftheworld,andthenext..."
Withoutmynoticing,Rhiannon,hascomeovertojoinus.Grimly,shefinishesmysentenceforme. "Thebracerfailedyou."
That'sakindwaytoputit.
Deepdown,Iknowwhatthislossfeelslike.It'sthemomentStormdeniedmeandsaidthatIwasnothing.It'sthemorningIwokeuptofindoutmyfatherwasmissing--andthen,weekslater,todiscoverthatmymotherwas,too.
TheShadowBracerrejectedme.
EventhoughIhaven'tspokenitaloud,justthinkingthewordsendsashiverracingthroughme.Thetruthofitisoverwhelming.
"Butwhy?"Iask,lookingupatRhiannon,myheartsore. "How?"
Thebracerwasanobject,notaperson,butitsbetrayalcutsdeep.
"Idon'tknow."Rhiannon'suncertaintyisalmostasfrighteningasthebracer'sabandonment.Crouchingbesideme,shereachesfortheshatteredpiecesofblackmetal.Carefulnottotouchtheshardsthemselves,sheuseshersleevetosweepthemintoabagsheproducesseeminglyfromthinair.Flickingaglanceatme,shefrowns. "Thoughperhapsweshouldkeepthisdevelopmenttoourselvesforthemoment--untilwebetterunderstandwhat'sgoingon."
Mystomachsinks,evenasanxietyrisesinmychest.
Right.Bestnottoadvertisethefactthatthesourceofmymagicalpowersisbasicallyapileofscrapmetalnow.
Graspinghermeaningrightaway,Jianyutakesoffhisjacketandwrapsitaroundme.Itslongsleeveshavenotroubleconcealingmynaked,bruisedwrist,andIsqueezehishandingratitude.
Rhiannontucksthebagofshardsawayinahiddenpocketofherdress,justasAmy'snewlyEmerged,blackandwhiteandpinkdragondoesaloop-the-loopaboveourheadsandcomesinforanenthusiastic--iflessthangraceful--landing.
"Holyshit,"shegasps,launchingherselftoherfeet,coveredindustfromhercrashlandingbutbeamingfromeartoear.Shewhoops,loudandjoyful. "Holyshit!"
SherunstowardGrace,armsoutstretched.Graceapproachesherwithcaution,butAmyisn'tdeterredintheslightest.Amyplantsapassionatekissonhermouthbeforeleapingtothegroundandracingtowardme.
"Wedidit!"shecries. "Ineverthoughtwecould,butwedid--Ember--Itwasincredible,wasn'tit?Canyoubelieve?"
Herexcitementisinfectious.Thelossofthebracerisanunbearableweight,butforjustamoment,Ilettheexhilarationoftakingflightforthefirsttimeeclipsemydespair.
IriseandbracemyselfjustintimeforAmyhurltoherselfatme.Ihughertightly,laughing. "Ialwaysbelievedinyou,"Ipromise.
"It.Was.So.Cool."Shepullsawayandwavesherarmswildlyintheair. "Ifeltthemagic,andthenmydragonwasrightthere,andtheflames!Holycrap,theflames."
"Theywereamazing."Myeyessting,butinagoodwaythistime. "Theyworked,Amy."
"Iknow!"Gigglingmaniacally,shethrowsherselfatGraceagain,saggingintoherarmsinabsolutehappiness. "Icandomagic,andIcanfly.Whowouldhaveimagined?"
"Who,indeed,"Rhiannonmurmursdryly.
Amywavesalimphandathermomdismissively. "Oh,hush."
GracepatsAmy'shead,gingerlyencouraginghertostand.AssoonasAmyisuprightagain,shetakesasmallstepback,hervoiceunusuallyreserved. "Youneedasnack--andprobablyanap."
Ifrown.Graceisactingweird,especiallyconsideringsheandAmyjustexchangeddeclarationsoflove,like,fiveminutesago.ButIdon'thavetheenergytoconsiderherbehaviorrightnow.
"Youprobablyneedasnackandanap,too,"Jianyuremindsme.
They'renotwrong.TheexhaustionofEmerging--nottomentionsmackingdozensofShadowandAirDragonsoutofthesky--isnotajoke.
There'snotimetorest,though.
Asiftounderscorethepoint,Freya'sgleamingwhitedragonsoarsoverourheads,onamission.Ifollowhertrailwithmygaze,andmychestsqueezes.