SheglancesatRafe,though,andhehuffsoutabreath. "Fine,fine.I'monboard--butjustsowe'reclear,Ifuckinghateit."
"Weallhateit."Ibrushthebacksofmyknucklesdownthesideofherneck,feelingthetenderpulsebeatingjustbeneathherskin.Memorizingit. "Butwedowhatwehavetodo."
I'vesacrificedmyownhappinessinthenameofdutybefore.Once,IsacrificedEmber,anditwastheworstfuckingdecisionofmylife.
ButnowI'msacrificingtimewithEmberforEmber.
Hergazeconnectswithmine,mournfulinawaythattearsatmyheart,butsofulloflovethatIcanbearthepain. "Thankyou."
Mythroatcatches,andittakesallmywilltokeepmytoneeven.Icuphercheek,tryingsohardtobegentlewhenallIwanttodoisholdhertightandneverletgo.
IsaythewordsIcouldn'tbefore. "I'mgoingtomissyousofuckingmuch."
Icrashmymouthtohers,pushingalltheloveandlongingandacceptanceswirlinginsideofmeintoourbond.Shekissesbackwithanintensitythatstealsmybreathandhelpstohealtheholealreadyforminginmychest.
Aswekiss,Rafeispeelingherclothesfromherbody.Ican'tgetenoughofherskin.Ourmate-bondconnectionisalivingthinginmyblood,demandingsatisfaction.Ittwistsmeupinside,turnsmeinsideout.
Myownclothesseemtofallaway.Herothermatesaredisrobing,too,andjustafewshortdaysago,theweirdnessofsharingherwouldhavebeendistracting.Nowitjustaddstothefervor;beingwithherwhilethreeothermenaregraspingatherbodyandmurmuringwordsofloveanddevotiononlystrengthensthedepthoffeelingswimmingthroughourlink.
Shecurlsherhandaroundthebackofmyneck,rubbingherbarebreastsagainstmychest.Rafeisbehindher,andMalikiskissingherneck.Jianyuskateshishanddownherside.
Together,bysomeunspokenagreement,westeerherbacktowardthebed.Rafeshiftsoutoftheway,andIsetherdownonthesoftsurface,andthenherlegsarefallingopen.Isettlebetweenherthighs,andit'stoomuch,toofast.
"Goon,"shebabbles, "I'mready--sowetforyou--needyou--"
AndhowcanIresist?Idriveinside,herbodysosweetandwarmandtight--Christ,howcanshestillbesotight?We'vepushedhertotheabsolutelimitsofwhatawomancantake,andshe'skeptgoingandgoing.
Fullysheathedwithinher,Ikisshermouth,softanddeep.Loveflowsthroughthebondbetweenus,echoingandredoublingoverandoverandoveruntilit'saforceofnatureuntoitself.
Ilosemyselfinthesoftpushandpull,drivingintoherataspeedthatkeepstheedgeofecstasyjustatbay.OurkissisbrokenbyJianyucaressingthesideofherface.Hefeedsherhiscock,andshetightensaroundme.Rafeholdsherlegsopen,murmuringfilthabouthowhecan'twaittolickmycomeoutofherpussy,whileMalikcaressesherbreasts,andit'salltoomuch.
Onetouchofmythumbagainstherclit,andshe'sarchingintome,herwetfleshpulsingallaroundme,andItakeanotherhalfdozenstrokesbeforetheblindingwhite-outofoblivioncarriesmeaway.
Asourorgasmswashoverus,ourbondtightensevenfurther.There'snostoppingit,nobreakingit,nobreakingus.
Nothingcoulderasemyloveforher.
EvenifI'mhalfaworldaway.
Chapter
Eleven
EMBER
“Focus,"LordRookadmonishes,standingadozenfeetaway.
"WhatdoyouthinkI'mdoing?"Imutter.
We'vebeencampedoutinaclearingafewminutes'flightawayfromthecastleallmorning.Onourthirddayoftraining,I'mnotfeelingmuchsteadierormoreincontrolofmypowers.
Hell,I'mnotevenfeelinglikeIhaveanypowersatall.
Iswallowhard,tryingtokeepmyself-doubtatbay.
"Wegotthis,"Amywhispers.
We'restandingback-to-back,practicingdefensivemagic.Rhiannon,inherdragonform,swoopsaroundus,menacinguswithsnarlsandflapsofherwings.Anyminutenow,she'sgoingtoswoopatusorthrowanotherballofshadowsatourheads.Shehasexpertcontrol,andIknowwithoutadoubtthatshe'dneverhurtusforreal.