So--pissedoffasIamrightnow--I'mgoingtodopreciselythat.
Exhalingdeeply,Iturnbackaround,bracingmyselftogetheckledbymyuncleandbeatenupbymybestfriend'smomsomemore.Buttomysurprise,Rhiannonhasshiftedbackintoherhumanformandcomeinforalanding.
TouchingAmy'sshoulder,sheshootsaconcernedglanceinmydirection. "Perhapsit'stimeforabreak."
"Idon'tthink--"Rookstartsgruffly.
Rhiannontalksoverhim,anedgeappearinginhertone. "Isaid,it'stimeforabreak."
SheandRooksharealook,bothofthemmakingcomplicatedexpressionswiththeirbrows.Afteramoment'sstalemate,Rookheavesoutadramaticsighandscrubshisfacewithhishands. "Verywell."
Huh.Sincewhenhavethetwoofthembeenabletohavenonverbalconversationslikethat?Inthepast,they'vemostlyjustshoutedateachother.
Whatever'sgoingonwiththem,I'mgratefulforthereprieve.RightupuntilRhiannondartsanotherpointedlookmywaybeforetakingAmyaside.
Rookdropshishandsfromhisfaceandcastshisgazeskyward.Thenheapproachesme. "Let'stakeawalk."
Uh.ThatisnotwhatIhadinmindwhenIthoughtIwasgoingtogetachancetotakeabreak.Butthewayhesaysitleavesnoroomforquestionorprotest.Withoutsomuchasabackwardglance,hestartsoffalongapaththatleadsdowntowardtheriver.
Myinstinctstellmetofollow,butIjustgavemyselfthatwholepeptalkaboutlearningtostandonmyown.SoItakeaminutetograbafewsipsofwaterandahandfulofalmondsfrommybag.
BythetimeI'vemadeapointofhavingmydrinkandmysnack,Rook'sgottenprettyfarahead.Grumblingtomyself,Ijogtocatchupwithhim.AsIpullupalongsidehim,hedartsaglanceinmydirection.
"I'mpushingyou,"hestates,andyeah,I'dnoticedthat.
"Iaskedyouto."
I'mnotenjoyingitoranything.ButIwastheonetoproposeputtingallofourenergyintotrainingupmyShadowDragonskillsthisweek.
Hecastshisgazeoffintothedistance. "Iamnotaccustomedtobeingateacher."
"Really,"Isay,andIcan'tkeepthesarcasmoutofmyvoice.
Hisowntonegrowschillier. "Iwastrainedbyadragonwhoburnedthehairoffhistraineeswithhisbreath."Hisjawflexesbeneathhisgraybeard. "I'mpushingyou,butnotnearlyashardasyoucouldbepushed."
"Maybethat'sourmistake."AllthetimesIaccidentallysummonedmagicwhenIhadthebracer,mylifewasbasicallyontheline.Urgencyisahellofamotivator.
"You'llhaveenoughchancestoflirtwithdeathsoonenough,"hewarns. "Itismygoaltokeepyoualiveandintactuntilthen."
"Thanks--Ithink."
"Butyouneedtoworkharder.Putmoreofyoursoulintoit."Hecurlshishandsinfrontofhisabdomen. "EmbracetheShadowswithinyourheart."
Embrace,embrace,embrace.
It'sallIcandojusttoswallowmygrowloffrustration.
"That'swhatIdid,"Iexplode,stoppingwhereIam,throwingmyhandouttotheside.
We'vereachedtheriver'sedge,andIglancearound.We'realone,exceptforAmyandRhiannon,butiftheycanhearusrightnow,they'veatleastdecidedtostayoutofsight.
Rookstops,too,turningtostareatmeappraisingly.Hisblackgazeseemstopeerrightthroughme,butnotinagoodway.He'sunimpressed,andthat'sfine.Ididn'tstartthisinsomesortofabidtowinhimover.
Butdoeshehavetobesofuckingaloofallthetime?
"Theminutebeforethebracerrejectedmeandfelloffmyarm,IembracedtheShadowDragonwithinme,anditwasamazing."
Ifeltsopowerful--likeIcouldtakeontheShadowKingandhisarmyallonmyown.