Andthenextsecond,itwasallslippingthroughmyhands.
Myeyessting,andohhellno.Iamnotgoingtogogettingemotionalandcryingrightnow.
"Ihavebeenworkingmyassoff,"Iremindhim.
Heshakeshishead. "It'snotenough."
I'mnotenough.
"Whatdoyouwantmetodo?"
He'ssuddenlyonme,movingsofastIscarcelyseehimdoit.Hestaresdownatmewithhard,blackeyes. "IwantyoutobetheQueenofDragons."
Iwon'tquiver.Iwon'tbackdownorshowhimhowweakandpatheticandscaredIaminside. "WhatdoyouthinkI'mtryingtodo?"
"Ihonestlydon'tknow."Hechuckles,halflaughterandhalfsneer,andoh,boilingragebubbleswithinme.
"It'seasyforyou,"Ispit.Iflailahandtowardthepocketofhisstupidsuitjacket. "Ilostthebracer,butyoustillhavewhatevertrinketitisyoukeepsoclosetoyourchest--"
Ifit'spossible,hiseyesglowevendarker. "Trinket?"
Oh,damn,I'vestruckanerve.
ButthesamestupidinstinctthatalwayshadmerunningmymouthwhenIwasbeingtauntedbybulliesbackinWynrathCrestrearsitsheadnow. "Oh,I'msorry,Imeant 'darkmagicalartifact'."
It'stheairquotesthatreallyputitoverthetop.
Rook'snostrilsflare,andhedigsintohispocket.AndI'mnotsureexactlywhatitisthatI'mexpecting,butI'mstilltakenabackwhenhepullshishandbackoutwith...nothing.
Iscrunchmybrowstogether.
Butthenheopenshisfist.Andthere,sittingintheopenpalmofhishandisagleaming,deepebonyring.
"Thistrinket,"hegrowls, "belongedtomyfather."Histhroatbobs. "Yourgrandfather."
Oh.
Someofthewindgoesoutofmysails.
Rookcantell,too.Heexhalesdeeplyasheshiftstheringontohisindexfinger.Ashepressesitdowntotheknuckle,thedarkmetalpulseswithmagic,aninvisible,purplehaloofpoweremanatingfromit.
"Howmuchdidyourfathertellyou?Aboutourfamily?"
Itrytokeepthesournessoutofmyvoice,butIdon'tsucceed. "Literallynothing."
Itdidn'tseemweirdatthetime.Mymotherdidn'tliketotalkaboutherfamilymuch,either,butthat'sbecausemostofthemwereassholes.Inhindsight,though,myfather'ssilencehadadifferent,moreguardedqualitytoit.
"Apity."Rookflexeshisfingers,andthering'sauraseemstodancealongwiththemotions. "Ourparentsweregreatdragons.Powerful."Hisjawflexesashedartshisgazetomeetmine. "FaithfulservantsoftheShadowDragonKing."
"Nice,"Iquip,suppressingtheurgetoshudder.
Somygrandparentsweremonsters.Super.
"ThepreviousShadowDragonKing.TheonebeforeErembour."Rookletshisgazedriftoffintothedistance. "Hewasjustasruthless.Arotten,connivingoldbastard.WhenErembourkilledhimandtookhisthrone,weallthoughtlifemightgetbetter."
"Howdidthatworkout?"
Hisanswerisasharpglarebeforehelooksawayoncemore. "Inthecoup,myfatherwasoneoftheonesdefendingtheoldking.Hediedintheslaughter,andIthought..."