There'sstillthatstrangeness,though.Maybeit'sjusttheexhaustion,theseparation.
Ipourmyloveanddesireintothekiss,pressingforwardwithmytongue,skatingmyhandsdownhersides.Thesoftheatofherawakenssomethingpossessiveandneedywithinme.We'vebeenapartforsolong;hersuddennearnessoverwhelmsmysenses.AllIwanttodoisdrinkmyfillofher,butthere'snotimetoluxuriate--theurgencyofthemomentistoogreat.Hercurvesaresoperfectbeneathmypalms,herscentheadyandripe.Mycockgoesinstantly,painfullyhard,andIcanfeeltheotherspressinginonus,wantingherwiththesameferocity.
Shewhinesintomymouth,andIchasethesweetnessofhersigh,nippingatherlipwithmyteeth.Iwanttodevourher--Iwant--
Shearchesintome,andherlegspart,andanewwaveofherscentcrashesoverme.
Iyankaway,dizzy.
Herscent--hertaste--herveryaura--
It's...
"What?"Hervoiceisraspyandwet,herlipsswollenfrommykiss.
"You--You're--"
Amiracle.
Myone,true,ownbelovedmate.
Butthere'ssomethingmore.Somethingwrong--
Andthenmyeyesflyopen.
There'snothingwrongabouther.
Onlydifferent.
Realizationhitsme,andit'sathousandpoundsofsea-wallcrashingovermyhead.
Myjawdrops.
Becausethisisthefarthestpossiblethingfromwrong.It'ssorightthatIcan'tseestraight,can'tbreathe,can'tspeak--
"Whatthehell?"Rafegrouses,tryingtopullherfrommyarms.
ButIwon'tletgo.
Iputmyhandtoherabdomen.
Agape,delirious,awe-struck,Iwhisper, "You'rewithchild."
EMBER
What.
The.
Fuck.
"That'simpossible,"Isay,automatic.IpushMalik'shandfrommyabdomen,glancingaroundatmyothermates,whoseemjustasstunned.
ButMalikshakeshishead. "It'snot--"
"Ofcourseitis.Ican't--"
Andthenithitsme.