Adragoncan'tgetpregnant--notuntilthey'veEmerged.
Myheadspins,andIthinkImightthrowup.
OhGods--thecoffeethatwasn'tsittingrightwithmystomach.Iblameditonexhaustion.
AndI'vebeensotired.Sooff.IassumeditwasthestressandtherigoroftrainingandthestrainofbeingseparatedfrommyTrueMates.
But...
Myeyeswiden,andImeetMalik'ssoft,liquidbluegaze.
Alltheseyears.IfailedandfailedandfailedtoEmerge.Myentireadultlife,I'vebeenontheultimatebirthcontrol;beingunabletoreproducebecameapartofmyidentity.SomethingItookutterlyforgranted.
Butthat'sovernow.IEmerged--didIever.Andthenthedayafter?Withouteventhinkingaboutit,whatdidIdo?
Getabsolutelyrailedbyallfourofmymates.
Ishudder,myhandstillonMalik'sneck,hisbodystillpressedtomine.Rafe'sholdingontomyarm,andJianyuandStormaresocloseIcantastethem,myskinstarvingforthemall.
ThatmorningafterwearrivedhereintheoldWaterDragonKingdom,afterIsleptoffmymagicalhangover...Ifrettedabouthavinglostthebracer,andthesemencametome.Theyconsoledmeandheldmeandreassuredmethateverythingwouldbeallright.Theyremindedmethatbeingadragoncanbefreakingawesome.
Andthentheyeachhadme,oneafteranother,andthen--ohGods--twoofthematatime.Theyeachfilledmywombwiththeiressence.
"Holyshit,"Ibreathe.
Rafeleansinclosertopressahot,wetkisstothetenderfleshbeneathmyear. "Goodluckfiguringoutwhothefatheris."
Myinsidesclenchwithneedatthedeliciouswarmthofhisbreathagainstmythroat,andIreachoutforhim,curlingmyhandsinhislushhair.
Ishakemyhead,evenasI'mleaningintohismouth. "Wedon'tevenknowforsure..."
"I'mcertain,"Maliksayswithfinality,andthenhe'skissingmeagain,softandslowandsofuckingdeep.
Malik'sgiftwithwaterhasallowedhimtoperformhealingmagicinthepast,butthatdoesn'tmakehimaboard-certifiedOBGYN.Still,hisconvictionrockssomethingwithinme.
Jianyubrusheshishandagainstmine. "He'sright."
Icastaglanceinhisdirection.Intensityburnsinhisdarkeyes.
Stormmakesastrangledsound.Ourgazesmeet,andhisisfullofabsolutelove. "Ialwaysdreamed..."
Mystomachdoesasomersault,andithasabsolutelynothingtodowithnausea.
Backwhenweweredatinginsecret,weidlyspeculatedaboutwhatlifecouldbelikeifwewerefree--ifheweren'tinlineforthecrownandifIweren'tadefective,winglessoutcast.Eveninourwildestfantasies,weneverimaginedanythingbeyondrunningawaytogethertosomeisolated,hiddenisland,though.Ourimaginaryplansneverinvolvedafamily.
Orleasttheydidn'tforme.
Butsuddenlytheimpossibleisn'tjustpossible.IfMalikiscorrect,it'sreality.
AndStorm'sjoyisbrilliantlighteruptinginourbond.Thehappinessspreadsinwardfromeachofmymates,andmyeyesstingatthewarmthfloodingmychest.
Ababy.Abundleofloveandhope,growingwithinme.
"Ican'tbelieveit,"Iwhisper.
"You'vegotsometimetogetyourheadaroundit,"Stormpromises.
Jianyunods,hisnormallyseriousexpressionlitfromwithin. "Andweshouldgetyoucheckedoutbyadoctor."