Thethreadsofmymate-bondstuggentlyatmyheart,shimmeringwithconcern,andIforcemyselftoopenmyeyes.Malikkneelsbesideme,linesappearingbetweenhisbrows.Heextendsahand,andIslipmypalmintohis,allowingthestrengthofourconnectiontopourintomethroughhistouch.
Hehelpsmetositup.Itrytohidemywince,butIdon'tthinkIsucceed.Myheadthrobs,andthehollowachebehindmyribsissuckingalltheairoutofmylungs.Everypartofmehurts.Mylimbsweighfivethousandpounds,andthelossofmymagichasstolenmybalance.
"Easy,there."RafejoinsMalik,andtogethertheymanagetosupportmeinstanding.
Myeyesswingaroundwildly.We'reinawhite,marbleroom,drapedinrichblueandgreentapestries,thewallslinedwithcomfortablebutelegantfurnitureandgleaming,glasssculptures.StormandJianyuhoverclose.Overontheothersideoftheroom,RhiannonissupportingRook,who'snearlyashollowedoutasIam.
"Iseveryoneaccountedfor?"Iask.
Freya'svoiceringsout,andIfindherstandinginadoorway,exhaustedbutrelieved. "Everyman,woman,child,non-binary,andwerewolf."
IsagfurtherintoMalikandRafe.Rafetugsmeinagainsthisside,squeezingmywaistincongratulations. "Youdidit."
"Wedid."IlookoveratRook,andourgazesmeet.Hisstillholdsthewarinessthatgatheredinhiseyesjustasthespellwascollapsing,andIremembertheflashoflightthatappearedatthetipsofmyfingers.Aglintofbrightnesslightsthedarkvoidwithinmychest,butit'sthereandgoneinaminute,andI'mtoowrungouttochaseit.
"We'resafehere,"Malikinterrupts.
Rookhuffsoutabreath. "Fornow."
Rhiannonrollshereyes. "You'rebothexhausted."WhenRookstartstoprotest,sheshakesherhead,almostfond. "Youcandoomandgloomatussomemoreonceyou'rerested."
IlooktoMalik. "You'resurenoonecanfindushere?"
"AscertainasIcanbe,"heassuresme. "Comeon.Let'sgetyousomeplacequiet."
Iwavehimoff,butmyarmsareleaden. "I'mfine."
"Sureyouare,"Stormchuckles.
Andhe'steasingme,callingmeoutonmyobviouslie.
ButIshiveranyway.Hedoesn'tknowthehalfofit.
Iamso,sofarfrombeinganythingclosetofine.
Chapter
Three
EMBER
“Ihavegottostopdoingthis,"Igroanbeneathmybreath.Halfsittingup,Iscrubthesleepfrommyeyes.
Thiswhole 'crashinghardafterwildlyoverexertingmyselfandthenwakingupsomeplaceweird,withnoideahowmuchtimehaspassed'thingisgettingold.
Fuzzymemoriesfloatbacktome.AfterRookandIfinishedevacuatingtheresidentsofUnity,MalikandtherestofmymatesescortedmyexhaustedhuskofacorpsethroughtheoldWaterDragoncastle,toaroominahightowerwithabig,soft,fluffybed.Overmyslurredprotests,theytuckedmein,pressingsoftkissestomylipsandbrow.Betweenoneblinkandthenext,Iwasout.
Itwaseveningthen--Ithink.Butthere'snolightshininginthroughthegapsinthecurtains.MystomachdipsatthethoughtthatIsleptthroughanentireday.WhathappenedwhileIwasout?Arewesafe?
Beforeanxietycangetthebestofme,awaveofreassurancepassesoverme.Thebedshifts,andIturn.
Allfourofmymatesareasleeparoundme.
Myheartsqueezes,butinagoodway.Jianyu,Rafe,MalikandStormshareafragilealliance,basedalmostentirelyontheirloveformeandtheirgeneralinclinationstowardoverprotectiveness.Theirtrustforeachotheristenuousatbest.
Andyetheretheyallare.Vulnerableinsleep,splayedoutinvariouspositions,theirlong,muscularlimbseventouchinginplaces.
Myinsidespulsewithawaveofliquidwarmth,andIswallowhard.Noneofmymenarefullynaked;evenRafeiswearingsleek,blackboxerbriefs,thoughtheyleavelittletotheimagination.Butthetangleofarmsandlegsandtheflashesofskinstillheattheverycoreofme.