Hetouchesmyabdomen,andthere'sapangthatfiresoffdeepinmychest.
ButI'llhavetimetoobsessaboutthelookinhiseyesashecaressestheplacewhereI'mslowlygrowingroundwithourchild--later.
AllIcandoispraythatI'llhavetime.
Together,wetumbledownontooursides,andfromthereitfeelslikenothingatallformetohitchmylegoverhiship.Heholdsmeopen,slippinghisfingertipsalongmypuffylips.I'mrawinside,wetandachy,andIwhinewithneedwhenhedipsjustpastmyentrance.
Sweepinghisfingersaway,Islidemyselfalongtheundersideofhiscock.Wegrindtogetherforamoment,spreadingalltheslicknessbetweenmythighsalonghisflesh,andthenItiltatjusttherightangle.
Heslidesinwithagroan,andIflingmyheadback.Hefeelssorightinsideofme--soperfect.
Itisn'teasytomoveverymuchlikethis,butthat'ssomehowjustwhatIwant.Weglideourhipsbackandforth,hisbighandsupportingmeandhelpingmetogettheleverageIneed.Kissingmythroat,myear,myjaw,hemurmurshislove,andIsoakitallin,groundedbyhispresenceandthestrengthIfeel,anchoredtohimlikethis.
Foramoment,itfeelslikeitcouldgoonandonandon,buteventually,evenhereachesabreakingpoint.
"Ember,"hegasps.
Thegravelinhisvoicereachesintothedeepestpartsofme,makingmeflexandsqueeze.Ishiftmyhips,andsuddenly,Ihavethemostdeliciouspressureagainstmycliteverytimeweslidetogether,andI'mchasinghispleasurejustashe'schasingmine.
Hegroans,andhiscockkicksinsideofme,andthefloodofliquidheatasthefirstjetsofcomepouringintometipmeovertheedge.Ifindhismouthandkisshimhard,bitinghislip.Theentireworldgoeswhiteasendlesspulsesofreleasesweepmeaway.
ButIstayanchored,heldsecurelyinmymate'sembrace.
WhentherushfinallyfadesandIfloatbackdowntoearth,Jianyuisthere,gazingatmesoftly.Hegentlesourkiss,andIwinceatthemarkIleftonhislip,buthesmiles,clearlyunperturbed.
Heglancesovermyshoulder.
Ithrobinside,squeezinghim,andheshudders.Butwithawarmtouchtomyhip,hewithdrawsandpullsaway.
Rafe'sbighandgraspsmebytheshoulderandturnsmeontomyback.
WetcomeandmyownreleasepouroutofmeasIclenchdown.Rafespreadsmylegs,insertinghishugeframebetweenthem,andI'msorestraightdowntomybones,butIdon'tcare.Iliftmykneestoeithersideofmychest,openingmyselffurtherforhim.
Torturingme,herubsthethickcrownofhiscockthroughtheslickmessbetweenmythighs.Ishiver,electricheatpulsingthroughmewhenhegrazesmyclitagainandagain.
Curlingmyfingersaroundhistreetrunkofaneck,Idraghimdowntome. "Comeon,"Igoadhim,butmyvoiceisraggedfromscreamingmypleasure.I'mallbutlimp,butIstillwantmore. "Remindmehowtolive,howtofight--giveittome--"
Hiscock,hislove,hisfire,hiseverything.
Withalow,rumblingmoan,hedoesexactlythat.
Bracinghimselfwithhishandstoeithersideofmyhead,hepressesthethickheadofhiscocktomyopening.Andinonelong,impossibleslide,heburieshimselfinsideme.
Theairisdrivenfrommylungs.I'msofull,sohot.Coveringmymouthwithhisown,heglidesbackonlytothrustforwardagainimmediately.Ihookmylegsbehindhisback,keepinghimclose.Hegrindsindeepbeforestartingtosetuparhythm,fuckingmelongandhardandslow.Itiltmyhipsintoeverystroke,prolongingthem.Releasingmylips,hekisseshiswayacrossmycheek.
"That'sit,"herumbles,hisvoicewetandsultryatmyear.Hismusclesflexbeneathmyhands,hisstrengthbothdrivinghimandfuelinghisrestraint. "Youtakeitsowell,takeallofuslikeafuckingqueen."
Icryout--I'vebeentryingsohardnottothinkaboutthat.Aboutmyso-calleddestiny,becauseeverytimeI'vechasedit,it'sgoneaheadandcrumbledinmyhands.
ButRafeisn'tallowingmetolookaway.
"You'reamazing,perfect--"He'sstillmovingwithinme,anddamnitall,I'mlostinit,holdingontohimwitheverythingIhave,pressingupintohiseverythrust. "Weallknewit,knewitfromthefirstmoment..."
IlookpastRafetomyothermates,sprawledoutonthebedaroundus.Malik'smostlyrecovered,andheputsahandonmyankle,andtheconnectionlightsmeupinside.
LettinggoofRafe'sshoulders,Iextendmyarms.JianyuandStormthreadtheirfingersthroughmine,andtheintensityoftheheatwithinmeistoomuch.
ButIsoakitallin.Ibreatheintheloveflowingintomethroughourbonds.Ifeelpowergathering,deepwithinmysoul.