"Therewasbarelyenoughmagictogetushere,"Iremindthemall. "There'snothingleft."
Inotherwords:there'snowayout.
Thegravityofthesituationisaweight,poolinginmybones,butifmymatesfeelit,theygivenosign.
Stormshakeshishead,toointense.Heplaceshishandovermine,gentlysnappingthelocketclosed. "Ember.Youalwayshaveachoice."
Istarttolaugh,butIstopmyself.He'sdeadlyserious.Theyallare.
Mythroatbobs.
"So?"Rafeasks.
Stormisright.Ialwayshaveachoice.Rightnow,it'seitherforgeaheadorretreatandtrytofindawaytogetbothusandourfriendstosafety.
Iputahandtomybelly.
Butthere'snowheresafe.
Breathingout,Isquaremyshouldersandturnbacktowardthecave. "So.Weforgeahead."
Chapter
Twenty-Five
STORM
TheentiretimetheShadowKing'sforceswereoccupyingWynrathCrest,Iwasananimaltrappedinacage.Mylifewasnotmyown.Onestepoutofline,andtheaxecouldfall.
Ifeltpowerless.Evenasthenominalprinceofthekingdom,Ihadnosayinanything.Brynnandafewothersjoinedmeingatheringintelligence,workingtosabotagewhatevertheShadowKingdominfiltratorswereupto,butallwecoulddowaswait,andhopethatwhenourmomentcame,wemightbeabletostrikeback.
Inaway,itwasthesamefortherestofmylife,too.MyfatherwasatyrantlongbeforehehandedoverthereinsofthekingdomtotheShadowKing.
ButIhadEmber--forawhile.Ourlovehadtobesecret,butshewasthebreathoffreshairthathelpedmetosurvivethesuffocatingpressureoftherestofmyexistence.WhenIwasachickenshitasshole,andIletthemtearherawayfromme,Ibarelysurvivedit.
Andthenshecameback.SheofferedmethefreedomIhadalwayscravedbutneverimaginedcouldbepossibletoclaim.
Soit'sfunnythatnow,hereIam,freetobeanywhere,andbychoiceI'mtrappedinadarkcavewithnowayout.Idon'tevenneedtothinkaboutsteppingoutofline.Anaxewillfall--threemoreofthem,infact,iftheriddlecarvedintotherockwastellingthetruth.
IglanceatEmberaswepickourwayalongadeep,blackcorridorlitonlybythepalebeamsofourflashlights.Asmygazeconnectswithhers,Icanstillheartheechoesofthestrangevoicethatpossessedherasshereadtheinscrutabletext.Itmadeallthehairsonthebackofmyneckstandup,mydragonbreathingsmokeintomylungs.Evennow,there'saprickleofuneasinessundermyskin.
ButItrusther.Itrustourbond,andthebondI'veforgedwiththeothermeninhercircle.They'remoremybrothersnowthanmyfleshandbloodoneeverwas.
I'mherenotoutofduty,orunderthreatofpunishmentfromanevilking.I'mhereoutoflove.
Here,inthedarknesswiththem,it'slikeI'mwalkingonair.
Metaphorically,ofcourse.
Untilsuddenly,it'sliteral,too.
Withoutwarning--withoutasound--thefloorfallsoutfromunderneathus.
We'replummeting.
Andallthemagicwithinmeignites.
MALIK